You are missing the deep connections I make with the models. For example, there is one model in the Starfish and Honeypots thread who hated our time together. Total nightmare. She was shouting into her cell phone for her pimp to pick her up as she felt that a 20 minute blowjob should take no more than 20 minutes. We eventually finished the shoot and I drove her back to the place she was staying. On the drive she sobered up to the point where she felt like a total asshole and said she appreciated the money. She informed me just how fucked up her life was at that point (multiple suicide attempts, estrangement from her parents -- her mother actually told her she was disowned and never to return home, alcohol dependent, bombed every day, beginning to experiment with hard drugs, disgusted with choices she made in life, and feeling that she would not be alive much longer). I shared some of my own messed up stories and told her that everything would work out fine for her. Friends, I will forget many people I've met in the business. I will never forget this girl.