I am too. The whole show was an interesting treatment of the male mid life crisis, for lack of a better term. I stayed in WW's camp longer than most. Not wanting to get caught can drive us to extremes and as things started to snowball it seemed that he was less evil than just being a man whose circumstances went beyond his control. My light switch moment was when he told Skyler that he was the one everyone should be afraid of. Even with that realization, I guess I was still hoping for his redemption. It hit close to me because I keep hoping for my own.

At the end of the day, he left his family as safe as he could have. Redemption...sort of.

El Paso is on my player now too. The story in the song really foreshadowed where the ep was going to go. The question left, at least for me, is his Felina Skyler/ family or the crystal? Felina's eyes were evil and wicked while weaving her spell.
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