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I actually had difficulty with the whole idea, I have never really liked L.A. As I sit and write this I can only consider one place to go that would be equally bad…Hell, and I expect i’d rather go to hell than L.A. but I digress. I guess I knew at the time that I was inclined to take the offer, because I was envisioning myself in the AVN Officers in Chatsworth or wherever they were and I was picturing myself in Los Angeles.