It's prophylactic of yourself, preemptive in a way.

Most seem safer than they like to play out.
The stalkers here, stalkers there, stalkers everywhere most sport seems a bit contradictory at first, but then causality would have to be taken into account somewhat. Well.
It's just tough to be famous.

All of that is irrelevant though.
I wanted to know if you delude yourself in lala fantasy land or are just visiting.
The latter seems to be the case.
Medicated, self-aware and with plenty of misery.