Lost my ymail account. Too many break-in attempts or something, without me signing in says Yahoo.

Updated my profile here so I can get mail if I'm a-mood to do so.

Yesterday marked 4.5 years of me in Florida.

Heading up to Union City to get my storage unit ready for a move this fall.

I have a Russian lady in her 40s who owns a business interesting in me. She has 2 daughters. The legal one is bitchy. Russian women scare me.

A friend of mine has stopped trying to pawn off her daughter on me. I am not and never will be interested. Now trying to get me to bite on the daughter's daughter. I have some interest, to my surprise.

There is a receptionist I flirt with from time to time who I swear was in porn. Have to get her to accept my invitation to go swimming. Hoping to see a tatt or two and maybe ID her that way .....

There is another receptionist at a doctor's office who is warming to me. She is very young but legal, fit but not very cute. She liked when I pointed out that her HS sweatshirt should have been hooded since the mascot denoted on it is a Cobra.


I'm all but recovered from my umbilical hernia surgery and once again lifting and swimming, but I don't know how I got a hernia and it makes be nervous when my abs engage. Should be under 250 lbs soon. I've been hovering just above it since I injured myself last summer. So closing on a year down 75 lbs in my most recent war against my fatness.

Dude, your life is just about as pathetic as mine. Thanks for the lift. lol

I'm pretty sure it isn't as pathetic.

I'm pretty sure mine is more pathetic.

That's 2-3 years of highlights.

Southeast Florida is nice. Even on a drizzly day like today when it progresses from rain to sun back to rain and so on.

I walk in my "all in" strip poker outfit [as in just a pair of black starter shorts commando] and breathe in the freshness as I get the mail.

So much finer than the CO and diesel fuel of the palisades over Weehawken, though I miss the ability to walk to EVERYTHING. And, the ease of public transport.

If there is no lightning, I will swim again later. I even like swimming in the rain. As long as it's not pouring.

Today I turned 19 for the 3rd time.

Had my first mani-pedi.

Still alive.

Happy Birthday, Fatman!

Thx!!!

I'm pretty sure I'm fatter than fat man. Can my title say fatter-er man or something like that?

Wouldn't Morbidly Obese and proud of it fit your music tastes better?

More like "Morbidly Obtuse".

^ Good one..... perfect in fact...kudos!

I have met Fatman, and I wouldn't be surprised. Of course, by the time I met him, he was taking back control of his life, and his girth. And the self-depreciation of his self-imposed screenname was genuine, unlike your belated attempts to fit in.


BTW: For a guy who rarely drinks, he has better taste in booze than you.

Did you just go to: I knew The Fatman, and you sir are no The Fatman? Always going old school, JB

I had the privilege of drinking with the man. If that makes me Lloyd Bentsen, so be it.

When I drink it is generally to get as drunk as fast as possible for the least amount of money so I have no doubt that his taste in alcohol is better than mine. I enjoy craft beers and better whiskey although I don't really have the time or funds to become a bourbon/scotch snob and can rarely afford better beers so it's usually Ezra Brooks and Genese or a 40 or malt for me. I've gained and lost hundreds of pounds over the last ten years. My weight has been really erratic lately due to having endocrine problems and having to take meds for that, which I'm not trying to use that as an excuse for poor diet choices.

You take levothyroxine?

Methimazole

Not familiar with that one.

Hey, I'm off prozac [2 months plus] for the first time in 27 years. I'm manic as fuck. lol

Its name brand is tapazole. It's just a standard anti thyroid drug as I have hyperthyroid. I lost 80 pounds for no reason so I went to the doctor. The weight loss was good for me but it cranks up your heart rate so you're still getting the same negative effects that you'd have from being a lard ass so I take drugs to lower my metabolism back down and gained 60 pounds back because I eat like a slob. I actually cut out 90% of my drinking and am trying to get rid if most carbs which is hard considering everything is carbs. But what ever blah blah, this is fucking boring. Good luck with the Prozac weening. I've been horrified to ever got in any kind of drugs designed to help with mental health after hearing so many horror stories about them making things worse.

I'm addicted for sure. Started back. Got so fucking angry and hyper I thought I was gonna explode.
Other than that it's a helluva drug.

I didn't know you could get addicted to Prozac. You're saying it makes you angry but that's an improvement from your depression or maybe I'm misreading. Either way I'm glad if it's helped you. I know some folks who have been on heroin for years and recently started taking xanax recreationally and say the xanax has fucked their brains up worse than the dope. Now they abuse smack, xanax, methadone and ambient in different amounts and combinations. I personally think it's the ambien that is fucking their brains up from the horror stories I've heard about that shit.