i see what youre saying,but im very pessimistic so me projecting anything or taking things out of context isnt very likely.ive never seen a bush like that before in my life(outside of porn from the 70s).her telling me to be sure to call her when i got my car multiple times in the same session.i dont think it was so she could congratulate me.the way she started to sensually touch my forearm to elbow to guide me into the room on more recent sessions.but whatever,all of it got me nothing other than a broken heart.
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i think of the past and how the future isnt how i imagined it,but the past is exactly where i unraveled it.excuses for failed attempts, gained another one i used a noose
it’s not until you fall apart you see the screws are loose-cage