the sadness is over finally.ive been this way for almost two weeks now.its such a relief to not feel bad anymore over this so called lady.all the mind games and mixed signals only to be left hurt and seeing more pubes on any woman than i ever care to see again in my life.not even so much as a tit,some head,or an apology.i guess this is to be expected from someone who is used by men like a walking fleshlight.

i really dont know what the hell i was thinking hoping that this would go anywhere meaningful and lasting when she has a new bf every two weeks to a month.i wouldntve been any different.it cant be just these guys thats the problem.if you have that many new men all the time eventually you think shed find one that is into her enough to stick around longer.ive thought about how much we couldve really had in common enough to make some kind of relationship last and its not much more than sexual attraction and not much else.

shes really nerdy too.i mean like not me nerdy;ie having nerdy hobbies and playing video games.but like christian school marm nerdy.that bush too,wtf is that?with all those sexual partners coming in and out of the sexual revolving door of her life youd think shed be well maintained down there.even the one time when her hair was growing back in,what had been shaved wasnt much.im fat and i keep my balls and dick smooth just incase of any random encounter.heres some advice for you too doc.if you want to flash someone and let them know the balls in their court,you have to be fucking looking at them!jesus.

enough whining and complaining about someone that couldnt make up their fucking mind.noones ever going to be interested in me forever and vice versa.this is the only bitch for me: