ive felt like crap for the past week or so.i learned a decade ago that if someones attractive theyre most likely also a slut and any guy thats been near them has gotten a taste at least.this shouldnt have been any different.i wish going to fucking therapy was never part of my probation.i wouldve never met that slut and been a fucking emotional puppy dog that was only there when she needed me.fucking petting me and teasing me,only to leave me with nothing and never say a word to me again.exposing herself and wearing a vibrator infront of me like some kind of pervert.we both know that thing was on the whole appointment.

i dont know why i thought anything couldve ever worked out for very long between the two of us.my life is just designed for me to have fun,not to entertain anyone else.now ms innocent i love people(ive read that on so many service provider websites) cant seem to go more than a week or two without a new man in her life.maybe if i wasnt so fat she wouldve just went for it during one of our appointments.but i can only lose so much weight at a time.even then it shows that even though she was attracted to me it just wasnt enough.i hate that i was stupid enough to have feelings for her.its just not worth it.

she couldnt even bother getting back to my emails in between appointments anymore.id be at the next appointment two weeks later and she still hadnt read the shit i had sent before the previous one."did you email me?!"and i just think to myself well yeah but its obvious you dont care enough about the stupid journals you had me write anymore to read them.mustve had alot of fun with mr 9 inches while it lasted huh?if you think its any consolation my lawyer wasnt your bf when hed fuck you,youre wrong and stupid.that makes you even more of a slut.

ms clown car pussy is the last time someone will break my heart.i dont ever want to have feelings for someone again.any girl or woman thats good looking has been shit all over left and right by guys.this leaves them all fucked up and plus guys are always on their nuts(prior to fucking them at least)that one more guy isnt a big deal to them.theyll have a longer relationship with their favorite shoes than they will your ass.