good i guess.were moving very soon.most of the time i feel over that whore but sometimes itll still hurt.she wasnt the person she led me to believe she is.shes getting fucked by three guys right now.what did she ever want me to lose weight and be her boyfriend for if she goes through guys like its nothing?guess it doesnt matter anyway.shes borderline retarded if she really thought touching my shoulders and arms made me have feelings for her.older women do that shit to me all the time.fucking restaurants,stores,appointments.itd be great if we lived in a world where afterwards i could go for a tit or grab their ass cheeks just to say hi to them.

a woman that goes to orgies,swingers parties,and fantasizes about getting dped by her patient and a dr from a book(even goes so far as to set it up herself)is noone to have feelings for.anyway lou other than that ive been feeling pretty good.ive got a fucking ulcer or hernia but i cant complain.need to go get it ultrasounded.
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i think of the past and how the future isnt how i imagined it,but the past is exactly where i unraveled it.excuses for failed attempts, gained another one i used a noose
it’s not until you fall apart you see the screws are loose-cage