wow.thanks for that gia,it was very insightful.ive felt alot better since seeing my new therapist and talking about it with her.its too late now,but my former therapist couldve just stopped seeing me as a patient and we couldve had at it.right or wrong we both wanted it and her job wouldnt have been in jeopardy.oh well.
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i think of the past and how the future isnt how i imagined it,but the past is exactly where i unraveled it.excuses for failed attempts, gained another one i used a noose
it’s not until you fall apart you see the screws are loose-cage