the saga continues.saw my new therapist today and it was very therapeutic.there was a scheduling mix up though and i was sitting in the lobby for a few hours.of course one of the three male references works in the same lobby.i saw the name on one of the doors and said"fucking shit".of course he already knew what i looked like and who i was.hes alot huskier than he looks in his picture.i have no idea why my former therapist never just reached into my fucking pants now.that guys got a nice gut.im sure hes fucked her too.
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i think of the past and how the future isnt how i imagined it,but the past is exactly where i unraveled it.excuses for failed attempts, gained another one i used a noose
it’s not until you fall apart you see the screws are loose-cage