so just a brief bump since this thread is still around and has gotten so many views.i got my car the other week but i took it back last weekend just to have some things done to it.named her sophie(watch kill bill and figure it out).this whole thing that happened has hit me every now and then.i reread that letter she sent me when she dropped me as a client.

i dont know what i did to make her not feel safe working with me.when we were reading that book she said she liked how he wrote."raw" in her words and thats how open she wanted me to be by the time we were done with it.i guess she meant more medium rare,since she didnt like how i put everything out there for her ass.i dont believe i said or did anything inappropriate.i never flashed gens at her or touched her.i wasnt the one planning threesomes with the dude with the book and her girlfriend.i wasnt the one trying to mold her into what i wanted her to be like she was doing with me.

had she left out the safety issue and just put the part about not being the appropriate source to help me anymore without the male referrals it wouldve been less of a kick in the balls.i wasnt the one who had unwrapped a condom in her office and said i couldnt have sex with me while his moms waiting in the car.she had me going the entire time and i really wish she wouldve acted on it a long time ago.to get me to have feelings for you and then just get fucked all the time by all these assholes that dont stay interested in you for longer than a month was really shitty of you.

had you not talked so openly with your former secretary or before and after seeing me then i wouldve just walked in and felt like any other client.this was all on you and then when presented with how i feel you turn tail and run.this how fucking people start shit up here.they fuck with you and annoy you all day,then when called on it run away like little girls and call the cops.to think i had such feelings for you and thats all you could do was send me that fucking letter hurts and makes me feel sick to my stomach.whyd you wait till that monday and spend 5 bucks to have sent it the next afternoon?did you mull it over that whole weekend?were you hoping i was going to call you like i said in my email?

if you were always getting dissapointed being reminded how long my probation was going to last then why not drop me as a client and start seeing me outside of the office?fuck i can throw a rock and find another therapist.do you stop and wonder why i stopped bringing in pictures i took for you to look at?or when youd bring up how much you enjoyed meeting my dogs i never offered to bring them back for another visit?its because youd make me feel like a fucking chump like with that chess champ dickhead.how many fucking men have you been with since 06 when your husband ran off to croatia with some other bitch?how the fuck do you have another kid thats about that age and doesnt live with you?

i thought older women that are attractive and singled had been fucked over by enough guys to appreciate someone that has feelings for them for the right reasons but i guess i was wrong.youll run through another 4 or 5 guys before january and then just be sitting there alone with some new jewelery your flavor of the month had bought you before finding someone else and telling you its not gonna work out.dont forget your computer whiz buddy or your "friend" that doles out relationship advice.

and dont listen to your asshole white pride son about me.i was never on an episode of gangland.thats a fucking lyric from a camron and vado song.yeah ive been in federal pods but ive never gone to prison.all the shit i went over was bullshit and thats why im not locked up.tell your lil buddy over there that croatians are mediterranean(fuck the spelling) and that means theyre part arabic,and italians are part spics so hes not as white as hed like to think.whyd your chubby daughter whos home from cooking school leave the office one time while trying to eavesdrop after leaving the bathroom,slamming the door and saying"i dont want you to cum on my moms face and take pictures,then say thats how you take pictures."a little too open there with your daughter?

you really did a number on me and you knew its hard for me to be open and honest with someone.what happened to "when we had first started talking i couldnt get much out of you and didnt always know what to say." "now i can say yeah thats frankie,i know him and whats going on with him."i hate to bring it up but those times you told me nothing i said could make you feel different towards me or stop respecting me.what a crock of shit.

i shouldve told you years ago that photography wasnt the only thing i wanted to do professionally before coming to see you.i should told you that from 04 to 08 i wanted to direct porn and had every intention of doing it.even found a financial backer when i was locked up.but i didnt want you to think i was some kind of weird pervet or whatever the fuck.of course knowing all that you know about porn(mr frankie anyone?)and that fact that youve thought about swinging i guess thatd be the pot and the kettle.god you even mentioned tiffany mynx and how shed wear her ring on the right and "what she was doing on the side" with you daughter in the office and me in the lobby.that shit doesnt always work,did you read how rob van damage would have her in tears all the time while he was fucking younger porn whores behind her back?

i do want to thank you for the good you have done but you also caused me alot of hurt.but at least i have my car,were short selling the house,im starting school in a year(i have to save up 8 grand that the fafsa doesnt cover,and would also like to enjoy some of the finer things in life before then ;)).i hope you find whatever it is youre looking for out there with all those men.