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Jessie Rogers Official Thread. New 18yo brazilian (page 28)

"I'm just a little overwhelmed considering how much I've been shooting. I feel like I'm almost at my breaking point and I'm going to take the month off next month before I start to get jaded.. I'm definitely not quitting I
Just going to go to Brazil for all of September to see my family and clear my head. I don't want to bash on the industry I love porn and everyone in it but there are some pretty mean people just as there is anywhere else in life.. Im normally a pretty strong person physically, mentally and emotionally but right now I don't feel okay with myself at all and don't feel like I can do good scenes.. I'm going to go see my family and eat like a normal healthy person, gain back all the weight I've lost from so much anal and come back and kick ass in my scenes.. I hope y'all can understand and don't forget about me lol. I'm not one of those girls that is money crazed, I could care less about the money I make in porn I do it because I enjoy myself and have a lot of fun doing it, when I wake up in the morning I would get super excited every day over every single scene like a kid getting candy I've kind of lost that excitement and feel like its more of a task and a Job that l gotta do.. Plus I've gotten to the point where I'm only enjoying extremely rough sex like getting beat up and bruised up all over my body in my personal life, it just got kind of dangerous and really bad the other day to the point where I felt like i was going to die from bleeding everywhere and passing out. Yes that was during sex and I defitnaly dont feel okay with myself because of it. I need to take a break from having sex every single day and come back and enjoy normal passionate sex in my personal life like I used to. I'm probably giving too much information haha but I really don't want to keep anyone guessing and jumping to con conclusions. I also don't want to end up like remy and get so burnt out from doing hardcore scenes every single day to the point where I feel like I have to quit. So no I'm not quitting lol. Aside from not caring about the money im not looking for fame either.. As long as I'm enjoying myself I will keep doing porn but in order to stay in it for as long as I want to which is forever haha I probably need to be taking these kind of breaks and vacations from time to time and I haven't had one the whole time I've been in the industry. Well, I took time off for my boob job but that doesn't count cause I want able to do anything lol! I hope you guys can understand.. I don't want to start having to fake my orgams in my scenes and i don't right now but it's really gotten to the point where I literally need to get beat up or feel somewhat pain to have a real orgasm. I don't feel that to be okay because not many people shoot that kind of stuff.. Even sex addicts need a break from sex so they don't go crazy hehehe. You guys are awesome though and I appreciate all the love, concerns, support, and constructive criticism on my thread. I'll tweet lots of pics when I'm down there an probably get some tan lines again lol XoXo -Jess"