yes to part one of your question.a little of both to the second one.

and to your final thought youd be just as well off with large quantities of chocolate because eventually jealousy seeps in for most of those types of relationships.
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i think of the past and how the future isnt how i imagined it,but the past is exactly where i unraveled it.excuses for failed attempts, gained another one i used a noose
it’s not until you fall apart you see the screws are loose-cage