dont kick a dog though^.kick someone thats being a dickhead.

another thing i remember is just a couple sessions ago,she asked me "whats loving too much?" i was puzzled so i asked what do you mean? she said " well what would you think if everytime you came in,i tied your shoes?" i replied "id think maybe youre really into shoes." of course she got a kick out of that and we both shared a laugh.

i think ive really only had feelings for her for like a year.but it was all these mixed signals that kept me from feeling anything too serious earlier.when shes not single she would talk to me differently sometimes and id be like "fuck this is exactly why i only fuck whores."

i guess thats kind of why it hurt.it takes alot for me to actually have feelings for someone that arent just sexual.this final session of ours or "dates" as shes freduianed,i was looking at her with dissapointment just imagining all the guys that have fucked her recently and i guess she kind of saw it.i really thought we had a shot at something and im sure she did to,but whats with all the other cocks?

this one time after we started reading the book,we were just talking and she was looking down at my pants and then the book,and i could tell she was almost going to get up to reach over me to pick up the book and then grab my crotch.this broads so horny yet repressed or reserved at times.she definitely gets around though.

i remember inbetween the chess champ guy just being an old friend to being a significant other,she told dickface "i went out with him last night.i think i made him mad because i didnt strip for him." how many fucking guys does she need to go out with to feel like she matters?and then just only needing me whe she needs someone.i understand your husband ran off with some bitch and left you and your kids holding the bag but that doesnt mean you should whore yourself out to these guys.

have fun with dr nick when you meet him you little groupie.im sure by reading his book,he has to be like that in person too.im sure itll be meaningful and last awhile.like when you were looking down at your book(which you rarely if ever brought so you could perv on my voice while i read) looking like you were thinking to yourself as you turned away smiling "god id like to see his dick!" and god knows what else.

i dont know if you really swing or not but judging by the rings you always have on your right ring finger im guessing you do.i only think your always playing with someones dick because you probably are.i liked how you were gloating to yourself about playing with your chess champ friends dick,after i laughed when you said you learned from the best when we were playing chess.i know you meant me but then you get that immature lil smirk like some guy wanting to fuck an attractive woman means anything.

ive wanted to fuck you since the first time i laid i eyes on you but that doesnt mean i liked you right away.remember that time you said you had to go get something from the car when i was in the lobby?you went out and talked with some guy and his little boy.then you checked the wrong car door you dumbass.i could see because the doors glass.if you really didnt have feelings for me then why couldnt you have told me the truth?jesus christ you get around.you probably have more mileage than that damn car you overpayed way too much for.you got your chubby daughter one too so im guessing you were fucking a car dealer that still scammed you out of some money.

you wouldnt have had to sell your house if you would make your other two kids get fucking jobs and chip in on the payments.as well as spend less money on flights to go meet guys or go on vacation with them.just simple economics there lil buddy.