I'm not touching the thread now, much less deleting it. I took it out of the legal realm, maybe, by moving it here. That's all I can do.

Personally, I don't think she said any of that stuff out loud and that Frankie just imagined it, but he says no.

That's because you're a right cunt.

she was talking directly to me when saying that itd be neat if me, dr meatpopsicle and her all met.ive scene her massage pens like shes worshipping someones dick.i observe and of course am kind of like wtf.so she stops then starts up again.i didnt imagine knowing that she normally has a full bush, and had shaved it for the prius guy,then started letting it grow back in.i saw exactly how much(which wasnt too much,shit was still bush status) and where it was growing in.

no point in arguing it anymore,i just needed to vent.

I'm glad you got to vent. You can take this as far as you want.

From the outside looking in, however, if a woman made half the statements to me about me that you've cited, my stories about it would include the ensuing dialogue. I would not have quietly listened to her talk about my dick without responding. It makes me think your meds are off then or now, and that you are far crazier than I ever imagined.

And jigaloo, you are slipping character more and more recently. How about switching back to your original username now?

ok the dick then was when i was leaving,but the smelling balls thing,what was i gonna do turn around and say what were you saying about my balls?

Care to elaborate a little more on this little gem...??



And then maybe we can move on to your "jeans" issue....And Why would you be required to see a shrink for your probation in the first place..What kind of crime were you convicted of...??And then we could discuss your unemployment issues...And the list goes on...!!

The way i see it this thread has just begun little Buddy..

Remember we are here to help...!!

i guess youre not in the loop on that stuff because most people here already know.no i think this thread is done.

my final thought on this is one thing she told me a few times"theres nothing you can say that will make me not respect you or what i think about you."

i guess flop number 1 applies here too.

Some times i'm an asshole when maybe i shouldn't be and this was probably one of those times....!!!

Never break character again you puss.

Maybe she was just making fun of you. The hot bitches used to do it to the dorks in my high school all the time. Like, before the sessions, she'd get together with her secretary and tell her all the shit she was going to say to your ass, and laugh about how she knows you're eating it all up. Open your eyes frankie, people are fucking cruel.

i dont think thats what it was.now if we were in hs than yeah id believe that.ive scene her on the verge of tears when shed see that i was sad sometimes.i dont really feel sad about her anymore though.

but hey in 11 days facial overload 2 and titty creampies 3 come out.

I'm not trying to bring you down, Frank, just trying to toughen you up. I think you put way too much faith in humanity. It's the only workable reason, other than paranoid delusion, that someone would go to such great lengths of sexual tantalization, just to run and hide when recognition is achieved. Now, maybe she wasn't getting HS kicks out of it, but she definitely wasn't looking to make anything happen in real time. Let it go. Build the Gundams. Work on getting out of your neighborhood. Watch some titfuck flicks. Find some ways to at least hover around your happy place, if not find it completely. This shit is over and done with, Frank. It's time to move on.

Going to school for counseling is such, such bullshit. You know how many people come into the store here, just to talk, and once again avoid shooting up their entire household? Counselor Fartz is at your service.

i kind of lost interest in gundams around mid december.i even took down my shelves in my room that i had all of them on display on.moving is still being worked out,so theres that to look forward to.i have my loving poodles to watch after and they watch after me too.nina licked up my tears this one time when i felt heart broken months ago.she was sad because she knew i was.ive worked out getting a car finally.just need to go and put the down payment on it when the dealer calls.

Wheels are freedom. Kinda. It's a different variety of slavery.

ill be 30 in jan,so i think itll be good for me.

so just a brief bump since this thread is still around and has gotten so many views.i got my car the other week but i took it back last weekend just to have some things done to it.named her sophie(watch kill bill and figure it out).this whole thing that happened has hit me every now and then.i reread that letter she sent me when she dropped me as a client.

i dont know what i did to make her not feel safe working with me.when we were reading that book she said she liked how he wrote."raw" in her words and thats how open she wanted me to be by the time we were done with it.i guess she meant more medium rare,since she didnt like how i put everything out there for her ass.i dont believe i said or did anything inappropriate.i never flashed gens at her or touched her.i wasnt the one planning threesomes with the dude with the book and her girlfriend.i wasnt the one trying to mold her into what i wanted her to be like she was doing with me.

had she left out the safety issue and just put the part about not being the appropriate source to help me anymore without the male referrals it wouldve been less of a kick in the balls.i wasnt the one who had unwrapped a condom in her office and said i couldnt have sex with me while his moms waiting in the car.she had me going the entire time and i really wish she wouldve acted on it a long time ago.to get me to have feelings for you and then just get fucked all the time by all these assholes that dont stay interested in you for longer than a month was really shitty of you.

had you not talked so openly with your former secretary or before and after seeing me then i wouldve just walked in and felt like any other client.this was all on you and then when presented with how i feel you turn tail and run.this how fucking people start shit up here.they fuck with you and annoy you all day,then when called on it run away like little girls and call the cops.to think i had such feelings for you and thats all you could do was send me that fucking letter hurts and makes me feel sick to my stomach.whyd you wait till that monday and spend 5 bucks to have sent it the next afternoon?did you mull it over that whole weekend?were you hoping i was going to call you like i said in my email?

if you were always getting dissapointed being reminded how long my probation was going to last then why not drop me as a client and start seeing me outside of the office?fuck i can throw a rock and find another therapist.do you stop and wonder why i stopped bringing in pictures i took for you to look at?or when youd bring up how much you enjoyed meeting my dogs i never offered to bring them back for another visit?its because youd make me feel like a fucking chump like with that chess champ dickhead.how many fucking men have you been with since 06 when your husband ran off to croatia with some other bitch?how the fuck do you have another kid thats about that age and doesnt live with you?

i thought older women that are attractive and singled had been fucked over by enough guys to appreciate someone that has feelings for them for the right reasons but i guess i was wrong.youll run through another 4 or 5 guys before january and then just be sitting there alone with some new jewelery your flavor of the month had bought you before finding someone else and telling you its not gonna work out.dont forget your computer whiz buddy or your "friend" that doles out relationship advice.

and dont listen to your asshole white pride son about me.i was never on an episode of gangland.thats a fucking lyric from a camron and vado song.yeah ive been in federal pods but ive never gone to prison.all the shit i went over was bullshit and thats why im not locked up.tell your lil buddy over there that croatians are mediterranean(fuck the spelling) and that means theyre part arabic,and italians are part spics so hes not as white as hed like to think.whyd your chubby daughter whos home from cooking school leave the office one time while trying to eavesdrop after leaving the bathroom,slamming the door and saying"i dont want you to cum on my moms face and take pictures,then say thats how you take pictures."a little too open there with your daughter?

you really did a number on me and you knew its hard for me to be open and honest with someone.what happened to "when we had first started talking i couldnt get much out of you and didnt always know what to say." "now i can say yeah thats frankie,i know him and whats going on with him."i hate to bring it up but those times you told me nothing i said could make you feel different towards me or stop respecting me.what a crock of shit.

i shouldve told you years ago that photography wasnt the only thing i wanted to do professionally before coming to see you.i should told you that from 04 to 08 i wanted to direct porn and had every intention of doing it.even found a financial backer when i was locked up.but i didnt want you to think i was some kind of weird pervet or whatever the fuck.of course knowing all that you know about porn(mr frankie anyone?)and that fact that youve thought about swinging i guess thatd be the pot and the kettle.god you even mentioned tiffany mynx and how shed wear her ring on the right and "what she was doing on the side" with you daughter in the office and me in the lobby.that shit doesnt always work,did you read how rob van damage would have her in tears all the time while he was fucking younger porn whores behind her back?

i do want to thank you for the good you have done but you also caused me alot of hurt.but at least i have my car,were short selling the house,im starting school in a year(i have to save up 8 grand that the fafsa doesnt cover,and would also like to enjoy some of the finer things in life before then ;)).i hope you find whatever it is youre looking for out there with all those men.

So, did you find a new therapist yet?

Also, you quit taking your meds?

Fucking Eh Frankie i agree totally...I'd be pissed off too Bitch is fucking with you Personally i would TCB but thats just me..!

Hey you know what would be cool,,If you were to post a pic of yourself..??

yeah i emailed a new one.my cars at the dealership having some things done to it so i have to wait till next week.no ive been taking my meds.

and hungwell theres that black eye pic of me somewhere(from getting pistol whipped by one of my former asshole neighbors) but maybe this weekend ill scan one thats more recent.im actually in better shape since the pic ill post soon.before summer i was too much to be weighed on one of those sliding medical scales.now im 406-407(i dont know it bounces back and forth)on the digi scale at the new docs.started taking raspberry ketone(spelling) yesterday.supposedly you can lose up to a pound a day.this combined with the protein shake diet and excersize should prove fruitful.

Wow, I had no idea you were that big. The most I ever weighed was close to 350 and that was a long, long time ago. Did a doctor suggest raspberry ketones or are you just going with it based on all of the recent spam that pops up in emails?

no,actually my aunt told my mom about it for me the other month.in that black eye pic i was like 360 something.i actually dont look too bad right now.ive been drinking green tea nightly too.really just because i like tea but i think it also has weight loss properties(theres some in the ketone pills).

Green tea does have weight loss properties. I hope you're working out in addition to eating clean.

yeah,stationary bike and lifting weights.ive gotta start doing leg lifts again.i think i was doing 300 a night for a bit.the side ones,the laying down ones,and the on the stomach ones.i bookmarked this asian guy on youtubes page.he has some kind of six minute ab stuff and healthy eating advice.

Weights and cardio will get you more results than leg lifts.

I've slacked off a lot this year on my diet. The weather was shitty all summer so I hardly did any bike riding, and I've been on a lot of drinking binges. Strangely, I haven't really gotten that heavy.

When I was dieting last year, I drank a pot of green tea every day, sweetened with a little Stevia. As far as supplements go, I used this stuff and it totally killed my appetite for both food and liquor:

Thermogenic reads advanced. Hopefully it is not.

It caused no flushing and wasn't any stronger than caffeine as far as being a stimulant.

Nah, most powdery things in plastic containers I would stay away from.

How tall Figgs?

im 5 9.and ive been meaning to try the hoodia gummy bears for awhile steezo.gia the leg lifts are just to work on my thighs.for toning more than anything.

had a muscle milk shake with water,a banana,and just finished my green tea.thats my breakfast for today.ill have a fruit as a snack later then a shake at 12 or so.another shake at 3 or 4,then an actual meal around dinner time.

i got sophie back today and had a nice ride home from sd.the tint was removed,the lock fixed,the seat button replaced,and the peddles were unstuck(or softened more accurately).

if youre in san diego or southern california check out paykan auto sales.theyll really work with you and want to make sure the car runs and you enjoy it.saw a nice black mercedes there today.last time they had a bmw wagon that was looking good.didnt know they made wagons.

I'm not messing with you, Frankie, but I can't help reading that in Tommy Lasorda's voice.

well im working on getting rid of his gut,so its only right.

That big, if your heart can handle it, I would imagine prescription meth would be a lay up. Ever tried it? I had a diet pill once, fucking Dr. always hit me w/ shit that was $120+ a script. I never got the headaches, but it would make me irritable. Also, if you don't take them very early in the morning, you'll still be tossing and turning at 4AM.

A successful cop to ADHD, would provide Adderall that would suppress your appetite and raise your metabolism. As I said though, I don't know how your heart is, and you would have to be careful to monitor your heart rate during work outs, so the speed doesn't push you too far. Easy to regulate your dosage w/ that stuff, as you can crush em up and just snort half. It is sweet like a pixie stick to make the lil kids hooked quicker.

Are you trying to give the man a heart attack? I realize you've been our resident Meth head since Brandon took over the Knox account, but c'mon, it's just irresponsible to recommend any sort of drug for the guy until he drops down to, minimum, 270. The guy's 5'9" and 407 fer fuck's sake.

i took metabolife my senior year of hs.you lose weight fast but youll gain it back once you stop taking them.i think it did mess around with my heart a lil bit too.im gonna stick to the shake diet,ketone,and green tea.

Good man, Frankie, don't listen to the meth heads. Keep us posted on your progress.

That is why I said I didn't know what his heart was like. I don't know if he is on BP meds, or it is fine. That is why I suggested PRESCRIPTION stuff, Dr. recommended and monitored.

At least you are entertaining your friends, Have2, Bornyo and Lou. I think they still hold some ill will from me stirring the anti mod rhetoric, so I am sure they all have shit eating grins that I am the new object of your obsession.

I would use the Bornyo brand of condescension on you, but I don't want you to leave for a few months. Once you come to your senses about this Meat/Mpz stuff, you will be a valued contributor again.

That's such a politician answer. And, anyway, you know as well as I do that even if there was such a thing as "PRESCRIPTION" meth, no doctor would ever prescribe it for a 5'9" dude weighing 407.

You don't deny the fact that you've repeatedly stated here that you smoke meth. Which, again, makes you XPT's resident Meth head.

Jerks also said he's a "big guy". Something doesn't add up.

I don't want to get into all kinds of off the board shit. But since it's on record that Jerky and I have drank together, I will state, for the record, that Jerky is in no wise a "big guy" in the 5'9" 407 lbs. sense. And neither am I.

We cannot measure your intelligence by number of posts alone. You'd think spending enough time here would learn you a thing or two.

But you suggested SNORTING it. Idiot.

Amphetamine is a class of drug that one need not snort. It works just as well eaten. Look it up.

I have never heard of a doctor who "recommended and monitored" misuse of prescription medicine. Please tell me more about that.

Meth use doesn't = weight loss, especially if you're just chipping.

i am actually taking a bp med thanks to my sexy new dr.

oh Lord, not this again!

its not.shes a psychiatrist and a regular dr i think.she refilled my zoloft and risperadal as well as prescribed something for bp and gas/acid reflux.shes sexy though.

One of the two, a psychiatrist or psychologist has a 'script book. I can never keep them straight. I lump them in the same category with podiatrists and chiropractors.

i dont start seeing my new therapist till the week after this coming one.