i thought it was a female?

Frank...

how's things?.

good i guess.were moving very soon.most of the time i feel over that whore but sometimes itll still hurt.she wasnt the person she led me to believe she is.shes getting fucked by three guys right now.what did she ever want me to lose weight and be her boyfriend for if she goes through guys like its nothing?guess it doesnt matter anyway.shes borderline retarded if she really thought touching my shoulders and arms made me have feelings for her.older women do that shit to me all the time.fucking restaurants,stores,appointments.itd be great if we lived in a world where afterwards i could go for a tit or grab their ass cheeks just to say hi to them.

a woman that goes to orgies,swingers parties,and fantasizes about getting dped by her patient and a dr from a book(even goes so far as to set it up herself)is noone to have feelings for.anyway lou other than that ive been feeling pretty good.ive got a fucking ulcer or hernia but i cant complain.need to go get it ultrasounded.

Fuck 'em Frankie, fuck 'em.

exactly floofin.

youve really got some fucking nerve you cunt.every fucking thing you put me through because your life is fucked up beyond repair and now youre talking behind my fucking back.fuck you,you fucking slut piece of shit.youre telling people my dick isnt even six inches?how the fuck would you know?your fat daughters friend that lives behind my houses word doesnt count either.youve never seen it you fucking bag of bones bitch.i fucking hate you.you know you sleep around.stop lying to fucking people.

you think im not very confident because youre telling people i havent had alot of women?its not a fucking confidence thing,you fucking shithead.its that i dont get optimistic with bitchs for the exact shit that you put me through.go reread that email(first page cunt,i know you still lurk here).you do and say all of that shit only to fucking turn around and never talk to me again?who the fuck is lacking confidence and isnt sure about shit?

youre getting fucked by dr tim right now,the fucking 9 inch bf,raymond dickboy(yes the fat cokehead therapist.who im sure you snort coke with),and now i hear you got some guy drunk and slipped his pants off.how are you not a slut?trying to play off the fact that when you go on vacation every other fucking week youre not out having sex.who the fuck are you kidding?youre a goddman swinger and orgie goer.stop lying to people and yourself.also you fucking cunt,quit fucking talking about me.i could talk to the governing board and have your fucking job in a heartbeat.

and just so you know,i never said you were old enough to be my grandma.you fucking airhead cocksmoker.if anything your old enough to be my mom(my moms 50,and you know youre 49).i know my fucking car isnt turbo charged and am not singing some fucking jim jones song from 3 goddamn years ago i havent heard since they were playing the video for it.having a turbo car doesnt make your car cool.this dickhead with the forehead has a golf gti and that thing is gayer than shit.i wanted an n/a 300zx.i picked it over the rx7 that only had 50,000 miles even though i couldve got it.

your fucking husband left you and your deadbeat ass kids,left with some bitch and moved to another country.calm the fuck down ms damaged goods whorebag.i know youre still anorexic right now and possibly your bulimia resurfaced.what this isnt fun some dickhead going around telling personal shit about you?i didnt link your fucking site did i cunty?i fuck whores and watch porn so i dont have to deal with fucking worthless shitbags like you that portray themselves as respectable women,but are the exact opposite.

dont act like you dont watch porn yourself you piece of shit.you fucking mr pete fan.eat my fucking asshole.wow.why do you think i only had feelings for you since two summers ago.because i expected you to be a slut and here we are.youre the biggest jewbagel,indian giving,indecisive,cockteasing,fuck hole piece of shit human cum rag there is.

do you think its fucking fun jerking someone around emotionally?do you like that?do you fucking get off on it or someshit?why do you think that one time when i jerked your hand off my back once years ago and you felt kind of insulted that i did it in the first place.because touches like that dont mean a fucking thing to me at all!older women cant keep their fucking hands off of my shoulders and arms(yes i remember that was you touching my fucking arm at toys r us before i was your client when i was still kind of in to collecting action figures,and yes i remember you talking as you walked back to the dickhead with the black hair and the kid saying to yourself something along the lines about me coming to your office),but that doesnt mean that theyll automatically let me fuck them.

one of the last times i had an appointment with you you were talking with one of your unattractive daughters(donnt remember which one).and before you came in to the lobby but you had already opened the door you said and looked distraught as fuck"ive fucked up my whole life".now ms prize winning virginal christian bible banger(see what i did there? :P) how exactly did you fuck up your life?is it the fact that 60 is a decade away and you cant keep a boyfriend to save your life?the fact that guys you keep around in your life are only there because they fuck you or are waiting to fuck you?just something to think about.



id like to request no comments from the peanut gallery on this post.just let it sit here and be read.

Yeah, no. Given any credit to that, whyever anyone really gets closer to cope with shit by going mentally bareback with someone of the psycho tribe is beyond getting Old. What a fucking catastrophe.

If you want to get even seduce one of her daughters.

theyre not attractive and they didnt exactly like me because they knew what i had planned for their mom.i caught the fat one trying to eavesdrop on one of my appointments.so i got kind of quiet until she was going into the lobby and she slammed the door saying"i dont want you to cum on my moms face,take pictures,and then tell her thats how you take pictures."their moms into facials though.

Perhaps the best thing to do is to find another woman. When one door closes, another one opens.

It's just like with holes.

There are many holes to fill.

When holes get plugged or clogged, new niches open up.

I will hope that this tale ends well, but it's just that. Hope. It's been the best of times...I fear the worst of times is just ahead.

this tales gotten better actually since moving down here.i no longer feel sad about ms bushmaster since we moved.i mightve felt just a lil sad like two or three times since moving but thats it.i wish she wouldve been honest about who she is and her sexual habits but gauging by the perverted stuff she did and her sex life shes not a good person.she failed me as a therapist and as a person.its really going to be hard for me to trust women even more now.she thinks im childish because i developed strong feelings for her and she couldnt take me to an orgy with her bf or go dp her with dr chubs,but shes even more childish because she wasnt even woman enough to respond to my letter.

maybe i made a mistake in not calling her the next day like i said i would,but shes got 20 years on me and should be more grown up.making someone your emotional plaything thats only there when you need them isnt nice or respectful at all.none of these men she gets fucked by could give two shits about her or her life.she told me all the time hurt people hurt people and thats exactly how she is and what she did to me.thanks dr dickbreath.

Trust is the last thing you give a woman.

id like to add lastly to dr bushmaster,you are a despicable piece of shit.you tricked me into having feelings for you knowing that youre a fucking slut.keep going around telling people like you werent overly emotionally attached to me before i ever had non sexual feelings for you.you,god,and i know thats not true.

when i told you i was moving from murrieta to sd,this look came across your face as you asked "Will I still be able to see you!?".i said yeah i can come up here for my appointments still.then you said you had an office in encinitas and you could see me on fridays.youd find a spot for me you said.youd even show me the backroads to get there quicker.me being pessimistic due to being let down by people all the time,unamused and dully said ok.

one or two sessions later i had brought it up and you said you might not be keeping your office down there open and then later on even recanted on fridays.saying that you dont work in that office on fridays.seriously?wtf is that shit?can you make up your fucking mind at all?

im sure you meet hotshit old fuckers all the time when youre not getting fucked by dr tim and/or getting gangbanged at orgies with frosty facial finishes.you must think to yourself"My.This man is the full package.He has the looks and the career."fucking 3 weeks later you come into the office looking suicidal and like im your last fucking hope for any kind of relationship.

do you know what the fuck that feels like?to be so important to someone then all of a sudden is like your just some fucking dickhead?oh thats right you do!your fucking husband ditched you and your kids for some bitch never to be heard from again.what was your little difference of opinion at the radio station?the same kind i was going to lie about to my new therapist before seeing her?is there any fucking guy you meet that you find attractive and dont get sexually involved with?

then you try to play me off on people you talk shit to me about.telling them my lifes not very interesting.you shitstain cocksmoker,you go around to christian stores and gay off on some stupid imperfect quilt.then you tell me like i really give a shit.im practically a fucking kid compared to you.im sorry im not off on pseudo romantic dates and constantly going on vacation to get away from my life like you.

yeah so im a fucking nerd that likes to build model kits,play video games,scratch,read about cars,take pictures,and workout.sorry i cant afford to get laid that much.and any fucking girl or woman that smiles at me,i might smile back and leave it at that because i dont want to be dissapointed and get a dry date and/or end up with a girlfriend thats nuts about me and then has the clean nike syndrome.

unlike you i dont want to put myself through that fucking every couple of weeks.there must be alot more to you than your sex appeal and sluttiness to keep them interested that long.most of them must be thrilled when they find out youre into orgies.dr tim must be real great too.why the fuck arent you idiots actually together?was the the t it said blank "heart symbol" t on your old license plate for him?did he find someone more attractive and fool you into being his fuck buddy on the side?

youre the same fucking way.i remember when i had barely started seeing you years ago,you had some charm bracelet and on the charm it said love always and had some dickheads name.when i left you were playing with it nervously like you do with your swing ring when you know im displeased with you being a slut and your scared of me just walking out,and you said to yourself"like were going to be together forever.shhh."

shit i mustve looked great.26 year old chunky but muscular spic coming into your office."26!? But you look so young!"guess seeing me all the time got old,even though you had a boyfriend and wore those vibrating panties one on of our last sessions.you tell people im hard to seduce?wtf!all you have to fucking do is let me know its time to party and off come my pants.you couldve just reached in or slipped em off when i walked into your office whenever you wanted.that time you sat next to me on the couch to show me your wonky thumb,you couldve sat leg to leg with me and put your hand on my leg or chest.then idve gone for a tit.

i was foolish enough to develop strong feelings for you do to you always going on about god this and that.and the fact that you seem (seem mind you) old fashioned about certain things.and no im not talking about your bush you eye raped me with on two different occasions.the swing ring of yours is why i thought you had been getting fucked left and right plus the chess champion fly out meeting with the you only being in town for few days after and going out with some other guy who you told madelyn"I went out with him last night.I think I made him mad because I didnt strip for him."wow so from playing with a chess champions piece in his office to only days later going out with some other dickhead.

have you also fucked my fed case lawyer like ive heard?shit you must get so high on that.omg hes a powerful lawyer and judge!!!goodie goodie you must say to yourself.hes one of the biggest cooze hounds living up there.you should see him in court.his flirting with every bitch there from the sternographer to the fucking judge "This is the client I was talking to you about yesterday at lunch."he also knows good porn.he had a client that looked like mark wood so i turned to my mom and told her that guys in like every one of jules jordans videos.my lawyer heard and said how does he know about all this great christian porn if i havent told him yet?

you sure can pick em ramona.god i always hated your stupid fucking name.no use in trying to get me in trouble either.nothing in here is a lie and id take a polygraph to prove it.youre the one that sexually preyed on a patient.flashing me your gens is a sex offense also,so is wearing that vibrator.itd be like me playing with my dick through my pants while looking at you.i hope you eat shit.

Good Gawd! I'm going to just read a chapter every time I shit, and maybe I get through that post in a week or so.

Here's your nominated moderator...

What's the worst that could happen?

I think its time somebody said it...




Frankie you're fuckin Nuts...!!

chicks with dicks.

Well, I doubt he would start making dumb rules and throw the board into a civil war. I'm sure he would be a peaceful, level headed moderator, considerate of the feelings of the posters that make this board worth reading and man enough to admit if he makes a mistake.

After typing that out, Frankie is too good to be a mod here. You don't deserve him in your ranks, because the respect for him may rub off on the rest of you.

Harshish.

Hmmm. You are probably right Pipe, I was a little harsh.

Sorry Bornyo. It was redirected anger cause Pipe keeps fucking up HPOTD and wasn't open to bargaining.

thanks for the vote jerky.

Don't sweat it, I didn't.

Sup Bungyo. Rogaine using motherfucker. Shoot any fucking squirrels and eat them you hick? Get used to it. Obama is taking your guns, bitch.

Stop wasting our time and stop posting.

Well, then who would Floofin plagiarize while defending Pipsqueak's Faggotry in the Jerky thread?

You can't call it a Civil War, 'cause XPT's always been too chaotic to have sides. Call it a devolution into Anarchy, and thank our new Admin, Gov. Tarkin, for it.

You need to use known usernames JB. I know who Floofin refers to, but your Pipsqueak of the month and Gov. Tarkin...I'm at a loss.

And no, it's not a Civil War, and does resemble a shepherded sort of anarchy.

I swear to God, the crying Pirate hit the nail on the head yesterday when he said "we don't live in a time of debate".

It aint Civil War still, I meant the time period of a few months back.

I'da just deleted the post, but I figured Pipe prolly capped or quoted it, and I'd wind up lookin like a bitch.

That would've been just terrible.

You oughta know, Pipsqueak. That answer your question, B?





I don't know if that's quite it, but it's not the war of all against all, either. Sometimes it's like blobs that mass together, collide and split back up, like Meatz' damned Lava lamp.





You're not alone.

Why crying? I mean, I do, but hopefully that's not my schtick.

I cried yesterday listening to Desperadoes Waiting for a Train by the Highwaymen.

Drop dead, fucknuts.

ive felt like crap for the past week or so.i learned a decade ago that if someones attractive theyre most likely also a slut and any guy thats been near them has gotten a taste at least.this shouldnt have been any different.i wish going to fucking therapy was never part of my probation.i wouldve never met that slut and been a fucking emotional puppy dog that was only there when she needed me.fucking petting me and teasing me,only to leave me with nothing and never say a word to me again.exposing herself and wearing a vibrator infront of me like some kind of pervert.we both know that thing was on the whole appointment.

i dont know why i thought anything couldve ever worked out for very long between the two of us.my life is just designed for me to have fun,not to entertain anyone else.now ms innocent i love people(ive read that on so many service provider websites) cant seem to go more than a week or two without a new man in her life.maybe if i wasnt so fat she wouldve just went for it during one of our appointments.but i can only lose so much weight at a time.even then it shows that even though she was attracted to me it just wasnt enough.i hate that i was stupid enough to have feelings for her.its just not worth it.

she couldnt even bother getting back to my emails in between appointments anymore.id be at the next appointment two weeks later and she still hadnt read the shit i had sent before the previous one."did you email me?!"and i just think to myself well yeah but its obvious you dont care enough about the stupid journals you had me write anymore to read them.mustve had alot of fun with mr 9 inches while it lasted huh?if you think its any consolation my lawyer wasnt your bf when hed fuck you,youre wrong and stupid.that makes you even more of a slut.

ms clown car pussy is the last time someone will break my heart.i dont ever want to have feelings for someone again.any girl or woman thats good looking has been shit all over left and right by guys.this leaves them all fucked up and plus guys are always on their nuts(prior to fucking them at least)that one more guy isnt a big deal to them.theyll have a longer relationship with their favorite shoes than they will your ass.

Frankie you need to work out more. You gotta replace both the woman and the food with something healthy. It won't take but 4-6 short weeks to start seeing positive results and you will meet a lot of new people in the process. When those first results start showing up it will be easier.

Look at it this way- ain't the bitch going to be sorry she shit on you when she sees your sleeker self?

Damn right, hit the gym! Put an aggro playlist on your Ipod and just thrash yourself. You're body will start craving healthier food too, and lay off the sauce (not completely, maybe only on weekends?) Hire a trainer if you need help getting going and establishing a workout regimen. They're often expensive, but dude, it's an investment in yourself!

Then if she should come a' knockin' down the line when you're all swoll, you can lure her in, and dump her ass on your terms.

That right there is a chicken/egg situation. I'm one that thinks the broads are fucked up to begin with, that is why dudes don't last. MAYBE, they keep choosing bad dudes and it wears on em, but some say the definition of crazy is doing the same theing over and over and expecting different results.

thanks for the advice guys.i havent worked out since weve been here.but the bike is finally out of the garage as of a few days ago,so now i need to get back into the routine of riding it.gotta go pick up a new weight bench too.

Carryin around 4 bills is prolly enough weight training. Stick to cardio and watch your heart rate.

the weight lifting builds muscle and keeps my chest toned.muscle burns fat.toned chest makes me look like less of a fat fuck.but thanks for the advice.

i had to cancel another appointment with my new therapist today,yesterday,because of how bad i feel.finding out how much of a slut my former therapist is,was like in that movie sonny(sp?).the movie about a jiggalo(the non homo kind) staying over with some girl he fucked and finding out shes a cough syrup junkie(she had cases of the shit).it completley shattered his state of mind right then with disillusionment.

whatever her plans for me were,its clear i wasnt good enough in the first place and still am not.if someone doesnt like you the way you are,then they dont like you enough.even that time she said i was so young and virile after i had left,and she was gloating to herself about wanting to take it off with me,she had said"theyre gonna be lining up for him,i just have to have him first."clearly her husband leaving her really fucked her up or she was already like that.i dont think women change all of a sudden in their 40s.

not to mention the fact about her almost booking dr chub for her radio show she used to have and not telling me.you think if it was innocent and just for her show she wouldve told me about it way earlier since we were reading his book.i hope hes everything hes lead you to believe he is from his book.but im guessing youre gonna get slapped in the face with reality like i was.

i like the fact that the fat fuck you tried to pawn me off on and that fucks you,is way fatter than i am also.you can hear this porker walk into the fucking room.the fucking walls literally shake and sound like theyre going to fall in or someshit.i hope you enjoy playing with dr nicks dick.it didnt work out with despina#1 so maybe itll work with #2.eat a bag of dicks.

also i know i need to calm down with this shit already.i know the only way to get over a cunt is more cunts.and i should be discussing this with my therapist but the old office was compromised due to fat boy being just 6 feet away in the next office.but my therapist is moving,so i guess now i can be more open with her.

I'm starting to get a little concerned. Is anyone else just the least bit concerned?

Concerned? No. Amused? Yes.

I gave up on concern a few months back, Capt. Obvious. I'm just hoping for the best now, which should include sharing this stuff with his new therapist, at appointments he doesn't cancel, and not sharing it on a porn board that is on open display to the public.

I'm dismissing your Capt. Obvious insult. I want the guy to get help. Plain and simple.

As a Captain, you can do that.

That was funny as hell Barry.
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I may not be a bright man, but I do know that the only way someone is going to get help is if they want help. Frankie canceled on help today. I'm sure the former therapist being the crux of the current issue greatly affects his therapy, from trusting the new therapist to how he feels when he's eating breakfast the days he is supposed to go. Those are things he should be working with the new therapist on. The help is there. It is just a matter of attendance and honesty while attending.

Thus the truth shall set him free. Right.