ok so if you havent seen the shout box recently ill post it here really quick.skip or skim if you want


" frankie figgs: i just noticed i made porn jesus.
[x] frankie figgs: if theres one thing ive learned is that whores will be whores,tits rule everything around me,and that you shouldnt have feelings for a woman unless its with your dick.
gia jordan: why are you so jaded?
Jerkules: Congrats Figgs!
Jerkules: he prolly jaded cause so many hoes be lyin to him
PipeD: The world is hard out there. Shit happens to soft people.
Jigaloo: T.R.E.A.M.
Jigaloo: He's jaded because of FLOP #1.
LouCypher: congrats on PJ, frank...you do realize that when all those pic links fail and i delete them you'll be back to load dumper, yes?.
Jigaloo: He's Porn Hey Seuss.
[x] frankie figgs: well basically my cougar of a therapist has made it obvious shes attracted to me for some time,yet always gave me mixed signals.i mean shit shes flashed me bush a couple of times even.she would always be doing or saying suggestive shit.
[x] frankie figgs: me being me i figured id fuck her eventually but over time i kind of started getting feelings for her.shes a slut though always flying all over the place to go get fucked by guys.she has a new bf like every fucking month.
[x] frankie figgs: i emailed her how i felt along with all the evidence(even though i left out the time she wore vibrating panties on one of our sessions) and fucking yesterday i get a letter saying shes no longer going to see me as a client due to the nature of my email.
[x] frankie figgs: this is even after the time i almost won 20 grand from some dealership and she said"Frankie if you win that money,text me.Im telling you Frankie text me."
[x] frankie figgs: no explanation or anything.cunt couldnt even email me.she thoughtd it be neat if her the dr from the fat book and i all met outside of the office.i swear this horny bitch wanted me and dr chub to dp her with that bush of hers.
Jigaloo: This does not belong in the Shoutbox. It deserves it's own thread.
[x] frankie figgs: lol god im sure you guys would get a kick out of my almost ten paragraph email to her off all the times ive overheard shit shes said to her daughter or secretary about me.
Jigaloo: DO IT NOW!
[x] frankie figgs: lmao jig.im not sure if i should.of course if i do all names will be left out and there will be no guessing in the public thread.im still on probie and dont want this bitch to call bs on me when i wouldve never even had feelings for her if she hadnt
[x] frankie figgs: lead me on this whole time and then only need my attention when shes single."

ok so heres the email:
"i was going to send another food journal earlier today but put it off since you seem to not read them.i understand you went on vacation for 5 days but i wrote those emails ten days ago.so ive decided to stop writing them,but i will still be using the shake diet and watching what i eat.i didnt really feel like talking today about the neighbors because it would accomplish nothing.i wasted maybe an hour or so the other day at the sherriffs office filing a report for nothing.ive really had it with the neighbors and the less time i think about them the better.i went to my uncles house yesterday just to spend some time away and so he could also hear some audio tapes i made of some of my neighbors closer to me.on one of the tapes one of the neighbors said they dont care if their tormenting of me makes me kill myself.the neighbor who i tried getting a restraining order on and the neighbors to the right of him are constantly threatening me telling their going to pepper spray me and shoot me with guns.

this isnt pleasant stuff to think about it and ive told the cops and you many times already.i couldnt be more sick of thinking about the whole neighborhood situation.one of the neighbors that used to live here even hit me with a gun in the head after sucker punching me.i dont know if we should finish the book or not seeing as how i finished it awhile back and were still not done going over it.i think until my probation is over we should just play chess and maybe discuss some stuff like we used to.ive gone through phases of sadness since weve started reading the book almost from the beginning.i never really know where i stand with you and this has kind of taken a toll on me.

for quite some time now ive known you are either attracted to me or have feelings for me,or both. my first indication of this was years ago after i had barely started seeing you and as i left your office,you said to yourself outloud"How did someone so young and virile walk into my officeI might have to take it off with him."i know i didnt imagine that because virile and taking it off are both words and terms i never use.ive heard you and nice tits(your secretary at blank) saying things back and forth of a sexual nature about me at least a handful of times.i dont want to repeat what i heard but i was kind of surprised to hear the two of you speaking like that not even five feet from me.not to mention you telling me youre getting goosebumps on your legs when i tell you im getting close to fitting in my jeans.and telling me that im in store for me when i wear my jeans.

also that one time when i came in and was crying over an argument with my mom and you prayed for me,you said something to the effect of "Lord bless Frankie,hes one of the three men in my life."unless you know another frankie than i can only assume you meant me.i have to admit i think youre very attractive and have thought so since the first time we met.i even wanted to tell you how beautiful you looked this one time when you had tried something new with your hair but i heard nice tits tell someone in the office "blank is dating someone new".ive had emotional feelings for you for sometime but then always feel stupid and hurt when you are seeing someone new.once i heard you tell one of your daughters(the one with the black blank car with the blank blank decal) something along the lines of"You see that guy sitting outside?That might be my new guy parked infront of our house." to which she replied "But hes bi!" then you replied "That just means we can do more when we play with him."

now of course im not actually bi,but that has been a rumor since highschool thanks to some idiots.also there was noone else sitting down in the lobby at the blank blank blank other than me.i also heard your son leaving your blank blank tell nice tits "Oh right Im trying to fit in with him.Im not gonna let Speedy Gonzalez f*** my Mom."im guessing he was talking about me.also when you were going to go see your "friend from highschool whos a chess champion" who became your "significant other" you saw that i got kind of hurt and said"Sweet heart its just sex.What you and I have is different."now you were drunk that afternoon because i could smell wine in what you were drinking so you might have been freer with your words but i know thats what you said.i also know that didnt work out too well for you because you said one of your trademark lines"Not everything always goes like its supposed to."as you look away and seem hurt and dissapointed.i know you mean being dissapointed by men.

theres more but ive been typing this for like an hour now.ive wanted to get this off my chest for sometime but im not that good at telling women how i feel.before we started reading the book and we were talking about starting to read it and it seemed like we were both enjoying the session and agreeing that it was a good idea"I thought to myself I love this woman."this was after we had talked about how i didnt see myself having a girlfriend because girls like too many guys at the same time.after i had said that you started telling me what youd be going out of town for.now that only lasted two times because once we started reading the book you said youd be gone for a week or two just about every appointment without telling me what it was about.i could only assume it was to spend time with boyfriends because otherwise you wouldve kept me in the loop.

im sure men must ask you out all the time only to turn around and mess it up.i know because sometimes you wont pat me on the shoulder or anything and not be so happy to see me and other times youll rub my arms and seem kind of sadened and humbled like someone else broke up with you.im sure they must be good looking guys but to guys like that women are nothing and as soon as they can have someone else they will.i appreciate our time together and thank you very much for all the help you have given me,but knowing all this stuff and then today you tell me youre there for me every week you see me hurts.you constantly give me mixed signals like all the stuff ive written in this email.im sure i could come up with more examples but i think this should be sufficient for now.i think ill call you tomorrow and let you know to read this since its important.

but thats kind of another thing,sometimes youll tell me to call you when youre on vacationand i want to but then i feel stupid because its like why should i call her if shes on vacation with some guy?this is like when i mightve won 20 grand from the car dealership last year and you said"Frankie,if you win that money text me."you said it very suggestively.you said it more than once and it sounded even more suggestive the last time.you also told me to call you when i get my car earlier this month or late last month.now why would i have to call to let you know unless we had something outside of the office?theres also the times youve uncrossed your legs infront of me when you were wearing skirts.one time you were wearing white panty hose with no panties and other time i couldve sworn you had nothing under at all.i would really like to know where we stand because this is very confusing and hurtful at times.i cried when i got home and took a nap afterwards for awhile when i got home earlier.

frankie "

yeah so laugh it up.i caught feelings like a chump.but wait it gets better.
heres the letter she wrote:(mind you she wrote my legal name on the letter which she never uses or has called me):

"due to the nature of the recent correspondence that you emailed to me on blank,i am discharging you as my client as of record blank.due to the nature of the content of that email,i no longer feel safe working with you.i am no longer the appropriate source to help you.below you will find three male referrals that you may contact to continue treatment.

sincerely
blank"

now of course she knows im only in therapy to be in compliance so its obvious she doesnt want another attractive therapist to get wet for me.i mean all of this after shes been cockteasing me and even letting me know she has feelings for me.ive heard her and dickface(her fellow therapist) talking about all sorts of shit that you shouldnt say as a "lady" in public.

everything from" i think franks been watching alot of cfnm porn lately" to i think hes been looking online to see what turns old ladies on" "he likes these big tit jobs" even something to the tune of"they dont like him watching those pov videos because he cant see himself down there".(and for the record i can see down there :P )

fuck once i heard her and her former mature secretary with nice tits go back and forth:tits"can you smell his balls,they say he cums as much as pornstars do" to which she replied "he can ejaculate but i dont think anything cums out.we can feel it in there when they cum."

now the jack gillis report was due to being on a mg of risperdal for my bi polarity.to which im on half now and my fucking wads are huge again.shit last week i roped a big ass stream sitting back watching some big tit porn and the shit landed all over my calve,my foot,my thigh the carpet,and then i still had a spiderman hand and more on my balls.yeah cougar all that cum couldve been on you like youve been fantasizing but oh well.

thats another thing is shell fucking talk about me with her former secretary,her co worker,and even her mom(shes mentioned shes talked about me to her mom numerous times).for awhile that shoulder pat thing was just normal and other times kind of pissed me off because its like"well shit,what is this you can just feel on me and tell your secretary with the tits my muscles feel good,while i gotta go home and pound off and you get to go get fucked by some other guy?"




im gonna type a lil more but the powers almost out on this thing.lou and other mods please if any guesses or names pop up,delete those posts.im not trying to get in trouble over cuntgar,not that id lose because everything i said is true and also my fed case lawyer is also a judge who eats lunch with the other judges and couldnt be more relaxed in the court room.

fuck one more thing is for a long ass time shell call me mr frankie.first i thought it was just funny and coincidence that it reminded me of mr pete.but shes even said "hes still like mr pete." this shit reminds me of pacino in devils advocate when he talks about how god has you jumping from one foot to the other for his amusement.

also im almost positive she browses the board.hi cum face.
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