old man river should retire seeing as he's everything wrong with psychiatry-heavy into bullshit psychoanalysis AND HE'S ABUSING HIS PATIENTS.
first of all, that drug DOES NOT last a full month.
second-you travelled to inject him(i hope to god i didn't interpret that as IV rather than IM) which means you're the personification of a 1960's-barbaric asylum doc. your involvement in his sedation as the target of what made him a threat was idiotic given it was you he initially flipped at.
third-your choice of drug and administration is consistent with the practice of abusing first-gen anti's-YOU PRESCRIBED FOR SIDE-EFFECTS OF A DRUG NOT IT'S INTENDED USE. you just stuck him against his will with a drug with a very serious set of side-effects basically to knock him the fuck out.
if he wasn't rampaging through the hospital attacking everyone in sight, just threatening you, you're straight out of >one flew over" almost punatively overmedicating your patients while spewing 100-year old shit about the id.
classic case of someone who can spew frued for hours for the sheer philosophical pride of having synthesized a few texts THEN JUST USING DATED AND DANGEROUS DRUGS ON A MONTHLY-REGIMEN TO MAKE THEM INTO VEGATABLES.
retire, md's were easier to come by in your day and you're burned-out and shitting the bed in crisis situations like it's 1973 in regards to what's current in both the direction of your patient's human rights and pharmocological evidence(they find out something about your crutch in a needle every 2 years as serious and irreversible as dementia, cardiac risks and now FUCKING CANCER)
douchebag. loner. barbaric. creepy. unfit to practice in 2008 whether you can give a lecture or not. you're job should be turned over to someone from the era of more-competitive admissions to med school and with a more-considered approach to chemical-sedation, ethics-wise and psychopharm-wise.
you're sicker and more dangerous than many of those in your care as inpatients and i hope you die very soon.