Well she told the FBI that she received an e-mail from me and she was worried about me and she was afraid I was going to do something to harm myself. Of course she only shares things that are self-serving. She had said to me to look deep inside and that I know I'm not really mad at her and that I was only angry with myself for losing her friendship. I replied in agreement that the only one I actually hated at that time was myself. So that means I am going to kill myself or something?