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"Internet discussions are the dumbest thing a porn chick can do. It's terrible for your self-esteem. You can hurt your career. People want to get to know you as a person. They want you to be part of the conversation and not just in there promoting s---. So you get on a one-on-one level with people and they get comfortable with you. Then they tell you what they really think. And they get brutal. And you reply as a person. And they get mad at you for not being a professional. They say, this is going to hurt your career because you responded this way. But you stopped thinking about it as promoting your career.

"They say, we want you to be down to earth and part of the conversation, but we don't want you to fight back when we attack you. Half the time they just try to get a reaction. Let's see if we can jack off Kami today.

"There's a lot of ego stroking that goes on. That's 90% of why all porn whores do this. Because they want the validation. They want people to fawn all over them and tell them that they are the best and that hundreds of people are thinking about them. I know that's a huge part of it for me. I like getting that on the Internet. But when you read the negative stuff, one negative comment counteracts 100 positive ones. And then you get insecure and you don't want to go back in front of the camera because you're worried that you look bad and that you're making a fool of yourself. You have to keep it in perspective. You have to remember that some little faggot in Hobboken is not going to affect your career."
"I used to be more active on the boards but it is starting to wound my pride too much. It is stuff that I already think and when someone else says it, I feel like I am making a fool of myself. That I am out there and I'm not that pretty and they know I'm not that pretty and they're laughing at me for even attempting... It just plays on your insecurities.

"I'm trying to post less so that I read less. But I am seriously addicted. I can't stop. I've tried a dozen times. I've blocked it from my computer. I will sit there and fricken unblock it. It's not healthy.

"These girls who don't even know how to turn a computer on, I think they're really blessed. They only hear the nice things that people say to their face. Ignorance is bliss."




"The only man who behaved sensibly was my tailor; he took my measurement anew every time he saw me, while all the rest went on with their old measurements and expected them to fit me."
(George Bernard Shaw)