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Another one of this person's posts on the topic of suicide.

"My 2 cents

I know what it is like to be that low that you want to disappear.
When I was 16 I half heartedly attepmted it, but as mentioned somewhere above, it was really a cry for help & I had felt like that for years beforehand.
What makes someone want to die, my experience, well, i will describe my frame of mind at the time & short version of circumstances

Ugly, worthless, idiot, stupid, waste of space, world would be better off without me coz I'm useless, nothing to live for, overwhelming sadness, numbness, screaming inside from the pain, despair, can't see ahead to the future because the sadness is totally & utterly overwhelming.

Circumstance, quiet shy retiring child, mum is sick in & out of hospital, dies whan I had just turned 8 from leukemia(she was only 33), Dad disappears into himself, gets remarried to my stepmum who is nice at first but soon can't cope with looking after her 2 & me & my sister when my dad is non existant inside, no hugs, no love, total emotional neglect, feeling worthless because if your father doesn't even want to talk to you or anyone else, & your stepmum is a bitch & favours her own kids always, maybe it is because you yourself are not worth talking to or knowing & are lower than a piece of shit on the ground.

It is when you feel like there is absolutely nothing else worth living for that you turn to suicide.

P.S, I know someone who also comitted suicide, he left behind a beautiful little daughter & partner and it makes me feel so sad. "



*Sob* *Sob* That's so sad, he/she is right suicide is beautiful and it's a shame he/she didn't go through with it; because that was stupid and I never really want to hear about teenage hormonal imbalances that motivated them to saw at there wrist with a butter knife when they felt bad about themselves.

P.S I know someone who also comitted suicide, I laughed because he was a jackass and by ending his life he saved everyone the grief of hearing his voice.