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#589827 - 04/25/13 09:41 AM
Re: What are you reading?
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It's how he dates between trannies ... lol
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#590046 - 04/26/13 09:02 PM
Re: What are you reading?
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Registered: 10/19/06
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i might have mentioned it before but i like a good Matt Taibbi read... try and wrap your head around This.
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#591139 - 05/12/13 06:59 PM
Re: What are you reading?
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Kurt Lackwood's Fluffer
Registered: 07/28/07
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just finished Pound Foolish about the personal finance industry. Everyone is a scamming huckster and most Americans are going to be fucked.
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#591153 - 05/13/13 02:37 AM
Re: What are you reading?
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Porn Fucking Master
Registered: 04/16/09
Posts: 3703
Loc: Sleeping through my funeral
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I read this today:
I just had one hell of a rough week.
Starting this past Monday, I started my General Relief Opportunities for Work class which is three weeks mon-fri. Basic easy job prep shit for morons.
My problem started when I ran out of psych meds and to battle the SSRI withdrawal, I did a bunch of chiva and cavi. Once an asshole named Kurt Cobain wrote that you have to shoot up daily for a month to get dope sick. Not at all true. I went 5 days in a row, few days off, used once, took a few days off, used once, took a few days off. Then I went 6 days in a row. Only twice did I do a single balloon issue and not feel it. I've been very paranoid about overdose so I rarely ever did more than a single balloon dose at once. I didn't do it for a month! I counted my empty outfits at around 30ish though. Oops.
So it hits me at 3am Monday morning. Everything evacuates painfully from my ass or mouth. I get feverish and spend 3am to 7am crawling back and forth from the toilet. I've had diarrhea and thrown up plenty before bit this was the worst.
I'm guessing I must have finally gotten addicted by this point. This is confirmed when I get some dope after class and it fixes me. But for how long? 6 hours later, sick as a dog again. I made it to class after puking for shitting and hours and I figure I will do it again. I try to smoke lots of pot which barely seems to help. How many days will I suffer through this? What does it feel like? Imagine a severe stomach flu with a fever. Imagine for days straight, your bladder shuts down and every bit of food and liquid must evacuate out your ass. Drink a Gatorade; piss an entire Gatorade out your ass. And sleep, forget about it. You can get to a point where you get a half hour cat nap and wake up with a gurgling stomach telling you to run to the toilet. So all fucking week I don't sleep, and spend 3am to 7am in hell unable to sleep or not shit or not puke. Then at 7 I try to clean up and drag my ass to class.
I'm on day five and now. I could have pussied out and got a bunch of antacids, immdium ad, valiums, clonadines, etc but I let myself feel the wretched kick. Today my stomach is finally treating food as nourishment instead of poison to expel immediately. I gotta say that for having gone through this, I feel mentally, physically, and spiritually stronger. If anyone wants a born again experience call your local dealer and give yourself 30 injections of relief from this cold world, then spend days sick begging to be part of that same cold world you hid from.
Even being deathly ill I was able to make a better resume and interview better than the flunkies in my class. Much respect to functional junkies who fully live that life in fear of the kick. You got more balls balls balls than me. Or maybe I'm finally wising up. I've used all the drugs and been strung out on them all. Nothing left to learn. - "Scumfucker" May 12th 2013 Reeelapse.com
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#591301 - 05/15/13 07:33 PM
Re: What are you reading?
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Porn Jesus
Registered: 10/19/06
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I read this today:
I just had one hell of a rough week.
Starting this past Monday, I started my General Relief Opportunities for Work class which is three weeks mon-fri. Basic easy job prep shit for morons.
My problem started when I ran out of psych meds and to battle the SSRI withdrawal, I did a bunch of chiva and cavi. Once an asshole named Kurt Cobain wrote that you have to shoot up daily for a month to get dope sick. Not at all true. I went 5 days in a row, few days off, used once, took a few days off, used once, took a few days off. Then I went 6 days in a row. Only twice did I do a single balloon issue and not feel it. I've been very paranoid about overdose so I rarely ever did more than a single balloon dose at once. I didn't do it for a month! I counted my empty outfits at around 30ish though. Oops.
So it hits me at 3am Monday morning. Everything evacuates painfully from my ass or mouth. I get feverish and spend 3am to 7am crawling back and forth from the toilet. I've had diarrhea and thrown up plenty before bit this was the worst.
I'm guessing I must have finally gotten addicted by this point. This is confirmed when I get some dope after class and it fixes me. But for how long? 6 hours later, sick as a dog again. I made it to class after puking for shitting and hours and I figure I will do it again. I try to smoke lots of pot which barely seems to help. How many days will I suffer through this? What does it feel like? Imagine a severe stomach flu with a fever. Imagine for days straight, your bladder shuts down and every bit of food and liquid must evacuate out your ass. Drink a Gatorade; piss an entire Gatorade out your ass. And sleep, forget about it. You can get to a point where you get a half hour cat nap and wake up with a gurgling stomach telling you to run to the toilet. So all fucking week I don't sleep, and spend 3am to 7am in hell unable to sleep or not shit or not puke. Then at 7 I try to clean up and drag my ass to class.
I'm on day five and now. I could have pussied out and got a bunch of antacids, immdium ad, valiums, clonadines, etc but I let myself feel the wretched kick. Today my stomach is finally treating food as nourishment instead of poison to expel immediately. I gotta say that for having gone through this, I feel mentally, physically, and spiritually stronger. If anyone wants a born again experience call your local dealer and give yourself 30 injections of relief from this cold world, then spend days sick begging to be part of that same cold world you hid from.
Even being deathly ill I was able to make a better resume and interview better than the flunkies in my class. Much respect to functional junkies who fully live that life in fear of the kick. You got more balls balls balls than me. Or maybe I'm finally wising up. I've used all the drugs and been strung out on them all. Nothing left to learn. - "Scumfucker" May 12th 2013 Reeelapse.com that was good. probably pure fiction but a decent read. thanks i've been reading/listening to dan carlin. he does a history of the mongols that is badass.
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#591320 - 05/15/13 10:40 PM
Re: What are you reading?
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Porn Jesus
Registered: 12/09/08
Posts: 8433
Loc: Great Pacific Northwest
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Maybe not. There are all sorts who can hold it together. Depends on the person, dosage...all kinds of shit.
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#591329 - 05/16/13 08:28 AM
Re: What are you reading?
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Registered Sex Offender
Registered: 07/09/06
Posts: 2362
Loc: St. Louis
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I'm not reading anything at the moment, but hope I will soon be reading articles of impeachment.
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#591337 - 05/16/13 10:03 AM
Re: What are you reading?
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Registered: 10/19/06
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Maybe not. There are all sorts who can hold it together. Depends on the person, dosage...all kinds of shit. right..who knows?. the "i've used all the drugs and been strung out on them all" line is a bit much though.
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#591347 - 05/16/13 10:48 AM
Re: What are you reading?
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Porn Jesus
Registered: 12/09/08
Posts: 8433
Loc: Great Pacific Northwest
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Yeah. That is a little much.
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#591797 - 05/20/13 06:40 PM
Re: What are you reading?
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Porn Jesus
Registered: 04/14/06
Posts: 14755
Loc: Busy downloading [LEGALLY!]
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Chelsea Chelsea Bang Bang (Chelsea Handler) WHY??
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#591798 - 05/20/13 07:09 PM
Re: What are you reading?
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Porn Jesus
Registered: 01/30/08
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This. http://www.amazon.ca/Daring-Greatly-Courage-Vulnerable-Transforms/dp/1592407331I dunno, man. I am gonna give it a chance. A good friend mailed it to me because he thought it was incredible. Maybe I just gotta keep reading.
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#591852 - 05/21/13 11:37 AM
Re: What are you reading?
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Porn Jesus
Registered: 04/14/06
Posts: 14755
Loc: Busy downloading [LEGALLY!]
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And, Chelsea didn't pick you up and call you a nugget?!?!? How sad. And, that Josh guy who claims to know porn didn't spot you?
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#591853 - 05/21/13 11:43 AM
Re: What are you reading?
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Kurt Lackwood's Fluffer
Registered: 07/28/07
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I took a girl to see a taping of Chelsea Handler's show at Universal Citywalk. What was her scene rate to do that?
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#591906 - 05/21/13 08:33 PM
Re: What are you reading?
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Porn Jesus
Registered: 12/09/08
Posts: 8433
Loc: Great Pacific Northwest
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Which girl was it? Which scene?
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#592294 - 05/25/13 07:37 PM
Re: What are you reading?
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Registered: 04/18/03
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The Lost Cyclist: The Epic Tale of an American Adventurer and His Mysterious Disappearance (David Herlihy). [video:youtube] http://youtu.be/L4OcbymqwF8[/video]
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#592296 - 05/25/13 07:55 PM
Re: What are you reading?
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Porn Jesus
Registered: 12/09/08
Posts: 8433
Loc: Great Pacific Northwest
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That sounds interesting. I'm currently reading a William's Brewing catalog. They spendy.
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#592734 - 05/30/13 04:04 PM
Re: What are you reading?
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Kurt Lackwood's Fluffer
Registered: 05/23/13
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I've read Ayn Rand's "The Fountainhead" 8 or 9 in the last year. Frank Herbert's "Dune" 6 times. I read 10 of the books in the Wheel of Time series once, I don't have the last few books in the series to finish it.
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#593227 - 06/06/13 05:47 PM
Re: What are you reading?
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Porn Jesus
Registered: 04/19/04
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Picked this up from the library as the Jewish Bookpimp is hard selling it too much on the radio show ala Howard Stern and I will not give him my money. update: finished it and boy am I glad I didn't buy it, way too short, I read the whole thing in a couple hours and you can tell that he has plans on writing another because the stuff on WFAN is not too in depth.
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#593639 - 06/14/13 05:39 PM
Re: What are you reading?
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Bukkake Boy
Registered: 04/18/11
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"True Believer" by Scott Carmichael, about Ana Montes, a Cuban mole in the DIA. It is an interesting case because Montes was ideologically motivated. Usually cash is the motive.
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#593684 - 06/15/13 10:56 AM
Re: What are you reading?
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Porn Jesus
Registered: 12/09/08
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Ex- Guns and Roses bassist Duff McKagan's book. I have a weakness for Seattle stories. Good story. He doesn't really dump on anyone but himself for the bad choices he made. It was a pretty positive tale with a happy ending.
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#594124 - 06/22/13 06:05 PM
Re: What are you reading?
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Pervert
Registered: 04/21/04
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how many of the tips revolve around not being a degenerate scumbag?
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#594126 - 06/22/13 06:23 PM
Re: What are you reading?
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