Your post asked and answered your own question (here is a hint because you are a terrible troll:
"I've banged hookers for 3 years now and I've completely lost the will to even try to get a real girlfriend. It's just porn and hookers." Question posed.
"On some level it's a lot easier from when I did have a girlfriend, less tension, no drama or fights, more freedom, etc, but it gets tiresome to pay every time you want to enact gag factor on a real person." Question self answered.
Now please stop posting. All of your posts thus far have been utter shit. You need to talk hookers? Go fuck off to a "hobbyist" board.
I will tell you one thing for certain, not a damn person here is even slightly interested in your sex life. So fuck off.
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