As per usual I have been wide awake for several days. Tried strong sleeping pills and strong booze with no results.

How fucked up would it be to ask someone I trust to hit me till I am knocked out? It can be done in my bathtub. I just have a feeling this needs to happen. I have been awake for 3 days and drinking 3 bottles of champagne every day for breakfast and I can get no rest. I took 6 nitrazepam today and nothing happened. I am getting really sick of this shit.

Is it fucked and how fucked is it to ask someone to knock you out? I give my consent, is it legal?

I just don't know what to do. Sanity is failing me, sleep does not work. I am in good spirits but I NEED SLEEP. And before you suggest drugs I can drink a bottle of chloral hydrate and remain standing. It's fucked.

I just feel fried. My eye balls feel glassy and no matte how often I brush and floss my mouth tastes like a fucked ass.

Yo Frankie can you maybe stop by and kill me?