AN EPIPHANY IN THE STUPID LIFE OF MICHAEL...

Well folks, today was an important day in my life.

After viewing her latest release, today I realized that the girl we thought we knew, we didn't know at all.

Thus, this 'revenge' idea of mine was simply stupid to begin with, as was this idiotic idea of my wife and I trying to break into porn.

Today I realized that the girl we cared so much for is totally happy doing what she is doing, and nothing will stop her from getting to the top of the industry.

We tried to treat this girl with respect, love, and dignity, but alas, that isn't what she really wanted.

What she really wanted, the entire time we knew her, was money.

The girl we thought was different from the rest was in fact, just the same as the rest...she was just a better actress.

So, getting 'revenge' was a pretty stupid idea.

You can't make someone jealous who never cared about you in the first place.

While it is true that my wife and I love sex, and are fantastic performers with the girls we have known, and would definitely be great on camera, I guess this whole 'ad' thing was a pretty stupid idea.

Many of you have tried to tell me this, and yes, I am hard-headed and have resisted listening to you.

I think what you have all been witnessing is a man coming to terms with lost love.

But, it was a one-sided love, so therefore, I look like just another stupid moron, grappling with his emotions after a girl he really liked ran away, and went into porn.

My wife and I can't get into porn because we simply won't do what she did, and is doing.

So Jeff, you are correct, we aren't willing to 'go all the way'.

To get into this business, you simply have to fuck anyone and everyone who comes along and offers you money.

You have to fuck studio heads, directors, producers, and put your picture on a 'talent' agency website so that anyone with a grand can 'book' you.

You can't pick and choose who you fuck, or what projects you take.

If you are a 'model' listed with an agency, you aren't going to be a model for that agency for long if you turn down projects.

Yeah, I know you all tried to tell me this, but hey, I was angry, and anger often makes you say and do stupid things.

So, she wins...

And...all of you win...

...this stupid debate.

No, I'm not going to tell you who she is, because she is going to become a star, and won't ever call us again anyways.

Plus, it wouldn't be fair of me to 'out' her as being involved with us.

Christ, after 700 views and counting, she's probably read this anyway.

So I guess it's finally time to say 'goodbye'.

This was a silly, misguided post, and a silly idea.

Kinda sucks that we won't get to show you all what we can do though. I sure would have loved saying, "see, I told you so."

But, we just aren't willing to pay the price.

My wife is not a 'whore', as the girl we cared so much for is now proud to call herself.

My wife is a beautiful, kind, gentle, intelligent creature who just happens to love sex, and is truly bisexual.

Does that make her stupid, because she doesn't get paid?

Rose Calhoun thinks so.

Maybe many of you feel the same.

Anyway, sorry about the insults to all the studio heads and agents and producers and porn viewers.

You guys are simply giving the girl we liked a job, a job she obviously wants to do, the way she wants to do it.

I guess I took my anger out on you, and I shouldn't have.

Funny how a guy like me can fuck 300 girls, with his wife, not by paying them- but instead, by having real relationships with them, and treating them well-

-and then this one girl, this one stupid girl...comes along...and makes him lose his mind.

Anyway, I think I have my mind back now.

Have a happy time doing what you guys love to do.

You do it well.

Apologies to all I have offended.

It's time to get back to my normal life...which...hey...ain't really that boring when you compare it to most...

...it just won't have 'that girl' in it, I guess.

We give up.

Adios.

Michael