I hate that I ever did porn & I hated it while I was doing it, even though only occasionally I got hurt pysically.
the reason why I kept doing it, was that I couldn't admit 2 myself that I made a mistake & I seriously thought I'm not good at anything else
why I did it: I had low self esteem, didn't believe in myself & I basically was a run away. I had (and still have) unresolved family issues
I'm ok with it now. it's part of my past. I have no more reasons to lie about it now. I know now that I can suceed using my brain
it's not possible to have a real relationship, everybody treats you like a piece of meat & weirdos starts recognizing you on the street
I don't want anyone to feel sorry for me. I just don't want to be used as an example of the perfect smart porn star
I don't want anybody in the porn business tell young girls: hey look at Katja, porn is great & afterwards you will be totally fine
you will not be fine. It's a bitch to get out of it & reintegrate yourself into real life again. expect to work 4 times harder than others
basically you have nothing to put on a resume, no work experience, no skills, no education because you've been fucking & that's it
none of ur "friends" that used 2 tell u how great u were is there. they're telling u that ur stupid 4 throwing away this "great" career
Finally after all these years Katja produced something strokable. Also from TER a post dated 5/12/2011
Well hello there you lot.
Hope your all having a great week.
So here we are, me (Poppy Morgan) and Katja Kassin.. We are in LA right now and we are ready to blow ya socks off with a SERIOUSLY sexy, kinky, fun TWO girl plus YOU shagfest.
I know you here it alot where girls are running specials, but we are running one hell of a Super Special, and this one can't be missed!!
Email Vanessa for ALL info..
pornstarassistant@yahoo.com
Love and Kisses.
Poppy and Katja
Just in case anyone was wondering how is Fatja "suceeding" using her brain.