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For those reasons and more…I waited….



What reasons? Financial reasons?


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I keep telling myself it all happens for a reason, but when I look back on this year, or even the year before that… It would make the last two years a little easier to swallow.



What exactly has happened during these last two years? Someone fill me in?


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All year I have said that, it could be worse, that funny man upstairs sure does have a sense of humor…



This is 'the funny man's' wrath. Deal with it. (It does look a lot like foot and mouth disease, to be honest.)


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Let’s see how I wake up tomorrow…what will be swollen next I wonder…."



Start taking prednisone and a lot of parts of your body will be swollen. Fiend is right, btw: it looks like psoriasis/eczema.
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