I'm not even gonna comment on the comments because, well yeah, you guessed it... And in my own decades-old words; if I have to explain it, you couldn't possibly understand.


All hail Gia's wise and hungry words; a new testament (as in TESTIFY, M@L@QU@$!) is being re-written, and since there's nothing I can trully come up with which would indeed have any additional value (or disposeable trash crack tradeables) here's a few Xcerpts from the lady herself... Amen!


"only superior intellect with an mfa in schadenfreund, misanthropy, merry pranksterism, and vast message board community experience would only 'get' us, and that's still after much lurking. the key here is character study. porn is just the fluffernut which originally bound us together due to an evil deity and ADT expat named Jeff Steward."


There is something about the record being set straight and finally having the cat out of the dimebag, the origins of the being and creationism of existance. Thank you or fuck you, we can't decide except for our own selves for our own selfish needs and selfish beings...


"sometimes things get racist or anti-sem, anti-Muslim, or classist but that's the downside of free speech, so deal with it or talk shit back if you're offended. Or leave. You're also FREE to leave."


Need anyone ever say more? Give free speech a chance and watch the hatred grow; thank the Goddess for islands of relief within a troll sea of pure shit drivel!


"Anyone piping up about anarchy needs to read a fucking book."


That's like asking a 22 year old to like without a wireless cell phone... Or asking Best Buy to honour their extended waranties without fucking you over by holding on to your camera for over 4 months... Bastards! Anyway...


"99% of you hopefuls won't be the next Sasha Grey either. There's only one Sasha Grey and there's only one you. Why take that gamble? Do porn because it feels fast, reckless, sexy, whatever, or admit the TRUTH that you ALSO LOVE porn's easy life and EASY CASH that accompanies this line of work. Until you're shot out, that is. Everyone gets shot out no matter how pretty they are."

Fuck yeah, the nature of the beast and it is unfortunate (wait! I'd better not show my true colors here for I will be shot down!) but alas, the nature of consumerism. In a world gone absolutly bonkers in this McDonalds universe, porn is perhaps the least hypocritical evil or all commercial media evils. One of the rare money-making masterpieces yet not totally endorsed by the Culture Industry and turned into a free primetime product... Not yet anyway, but we're close... so damn close!


"I'm here to help. I'm a people person at heart though I'm reserved in public. Personally, doing porn was a great experience; it felt punk rock at times, it felt screwed up in a good way, I traveled on someone else's dime. It was a great time for porn. Circa 2003-06 was straight up money, spent like it'd never end. The internet was still the Wild Wild West and you could make a mint with even a shoddy half-assed website."


HeyZeus Effin Cripes this shit rings true like Amanda Blank on speedwaggons... It's like someone crawled into my brain 10 years ago and grabbed the tip of a melting iceberg and made into a new gospel, minimised and thrusted foward into public view... I feel a tear coming on!


"l quit porn before it got boring. I loved being a professional fuck star as much as the non-work time it granted me to be a professional fuck up! Because I liked porn that much, I wanted the honor of always being amused, entertained, amazed, sometimes disgusted, and admittedly worshipped on a small, shallow scale. I lived for novelty then."


I keep supporting porn for the eras which I loved, not the era we are in... Someone has to remember the pre-WWW interweb mega conglomerates creating even flashier-than-thou-in-the-pan products, or else no one will recall how it came to be, where is began, how it took forever to transform and when it started going downhill... Too bad I only offer my class in a private school and unlisted now because DAMN!


"not realizing Jenna's fame was a beautiful fluke not just dependent upon her looks and popularity, but because it was a different era in porn, a different time in the world. There will never will another Jenna. Just another there will never be another you."

They try, they try, they keep on trying to re-invent everything, and re-clone the once and perfectly beautifulimagery which captured so many... And the more they try, the further they get away from the original intent until the smoorzGAbored become a mash-up which contains too many copies of cloned out re-hashs that we forget about the purityu which was once a blessing, and easilly allow ourselves to drown within too much of a "good" thing... Too much is never enough...


"It's the truth some ppl are too afraid to say for fear they'll hurt your feelings and you'll stop being their fan just as they're a fan of yours. Don't worry. true fans love you when you're you. notice that's different and actually more valuable than unconditional love. we'll broach that another essay."


Ah, if only the world was this way; true fans are basically a dying breed where the Culture Industry tried to reprogram them with the latest app on their G4 phone, transforming their brainwashing into hip new forgettable tunes which speak only to those who cannot trully listen. Character is out, personnality is in... Love may as much have become the next thing to hit the top 40 for this week and soon enough dis-intergrate into the garbage wasteland of HASBEEN and NEVERWAS... In the end, what does indeed really matter (oh shit I'd better stop because I am actually starting to leak through here!)


"raw fucking truth. truth about porn, truth about the lives in porn, truth about the humanity in porn, truth about the manipulation in porn, truth about the fans' true desires..."


And all that is truth is but a matter of perseption... We are all made of stars. Watch us fall from high mighty into the masses of the unknown. Crash and burn and then go green and recycle the leftovers. Truth is nothing but a matter of opinion, for even trying to tell the truth, you taint it with your words, your views, your perceptions, and your desire to push it foward or push in back at the end of the line... Truth is yours to take and yours to ignore, yours to manipulate and yours to absorb... What you do with what you are exposed to is limited by how you were programmed to percieve reality, and nothing more...


"they're open to be proven surprised at any life experience stereotype dying to be shattered yet will call you on your shit mercilessly (sometimes cuz we care and it's tough love, sometimes it's hazing of the whores aka internet darwinism mixed with hope that one will 'get us.' not because we're fanbois even if she's our object du jizz but because we have mad respect for a girl who's hot AND can hang as an equal with enough precision to know when it's bait to test your wit (not strength. that's a misnomer. any loser can be tenacious. fuck that shit) or just some troll we wish would die because he's not smart enough to be funny, let alone mean."

Ah yes the trolls; it is as if forests have grown over the concrete jungles and a new race of trolls is popping up every minute... Everyone carefully hidden behind the anonymity of the WWW interweb is so pleased with themselves being able to diss everyone and everything because they themselves cannot do it... Jealousy and envy are just a matter of everyday life and with direct PMing online to everyone at once, one can indeed hate en masse without ever the fear of being pointed at, for the minute they post, they are gone, never to return, simply spreading more of the eletronic hate machine to infect others... Poor poor sods who can't deal with the world they have helped to create!


"choose. hurry! make it funny if you're grasping for straws and don't feel justifying yourself to an uninvited crowd. but hurry! they're waiting. oh, and lest i remind you you have to face these people daily and your 90 days hasn't even kicked in yet for insurance."

Still waiting for the first payment to come in, and it's been years in the making. Before my four winters is up and the fading memory of a once blinking dot on a screen is silenced forever, thousands will pass by never knowing what they have missed, not caring either because all they wait is everything right now, tomorrow's music at yesterday's prices TODAY. And in 10 minutes, it's something else, and the hip jargon is fast becoming the ever-mutating polymorph who will pretty soon be unable to change its shape fast enough to keep up with its own DNA... Speaking of which, stupid Hollywood is coming out with a remake/prequel of THE THING, prooving once and for all that there is no artistic integrity left in this hemisphere... Hell, I knew this day would come; I have foreseen it, and yet no one listened until the official teaser leaked out online and now all the fans are crying shame... Warned yoU! Been there! Did it! Silenced and shot, hung, stabbed, even electrocuted a few times, but this time, it's decapitation!


Yes, yes, I know; copy copy copy, plagerism, and you're just a Gia stalker, Butter... Keep blabbing maybe one day someone will listen! But the truth is that the new world order has come and gone, and the only Bible that matters is the one we continually re-write for ourselves.


The truth is a matter of perception. I guess I decided to quit drugs, sober up, and become my own parody just in time...


Farewell and see you in the next instalment!