I'm not sure what you're trying to confess here, but for the people who slept through high school English class, that story was about the homosexual relationship between Brick and Skipper and Brick suffering with having to live a lie after his gay lover killed himself.

Don't let the mendacity continue, Br(ick)andon. Who is your Skipper?

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