Gia, your problem has affected ny life in the following ways. I lose sleep thinking that you might die or become ugly before I have an opportunity for a private. Nothing is harder to deal with than a missed opportunity. It's better for that the opportunity never existed. It seems like just yesterday we were laughing about how Willie D and Berg both imagined that they'd be crashing at your place and possibly becoming your "friend with benefits" when they attended the smut convention. Imagine their dejection after waiting in line and only getting to chat with you for a few minutes. They thought you saw them as equals - lol. It was nice of you to give them 90 seconds more than the other fans. Also, I miss the chortles and gaffaws we've shared about the Charin. His sense of style. His furniture. His concept of what a vacation is (driving around in a camper). Who else could understand? You are starting to look like Wino's "after picture". No one will want to fuck you if you don't nip this in the bud. Please, get help now.