Too lazy or too stupid, BDM?

Anyways, here goes:

I find my only real pleasure in solitude. My solitude is my palace. It is there that I have chair, my table, my bed, my wind and my sunshine. When I sit somewhere else than in my solitude, I am in exile, I am in the deceptive (misleading) land.

(from: Réjean Ducharme - L'Avallée Des Avalés)

'Pays trompeur' isn't easy to translate.