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#497402 - 09/06/10 12:54 AM
I even heard that Sam Ronson was better looking...
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HEATHER PINK: I THINK IT'S TIME I BRING THIS UP
I have been in Philadelphia in a program for my weight since the end of June. I became stressed out, depressed and sick. I had someone in my life who were telling me I was physically unattractive and not significant. They would go through the list of girls that were “better than me” I even heard that Samantha Ronson was better looking than me! I was diagnosed with anorexia nervosa. The experts that I speak to on a regular basis says this person was most likely a contributing factor in this, even though the tendencies may have been there longer. I am furious with this person and how they treated me. They say I have every right to be.
I was hospitalized 9 times this year due to electrolyte imbalances, blackouts, internal organ problems, and malnutrition. It is very difficult to enter a program, even with insurance. Most insurances will cover for drug and chemical dependency, but not eating disorders. Plus, it is not even legal for programs to recommend an insurance company that may cover. It took me 6 months for me to get excepted by one. By the time I was excepted, this person had left, saying, “I don’t care what happens to you.” I would never put someone else through that and be able to sleep at night. It felt like I had nothing left.
I entered this world renown program on June 28, 2010. I weighed 80 pounds, which dropped to 78 pounds within a few days. I was examined by internist who ruled that by body could no longer absorb food or the medications. I would have died. I was hospitalized for yet another month, on IVs, and later on a feeding tube. I would have to eat one food a day until my body could produce digestive emzymes starting with rice, then baby food, (the fruit ones were actually good) eventually I was able to eat most things and my weight went up.
As of today I am making arrangements to leave the program on September 17th. On Tuesday I will be looking into another program part-time in Las Vegas, which was one of the cities I was looking into moving to anyway. I just want to make sure I continue to do well. I have no idea how much I weigh and am not sure I want to know,( although I miss my Hello Kitty scale, heeheehee)
It is very dificult for me to go public with this, go easy on me.
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#497404 - 09/06/10 10:34 AM
Re: I even heard that Sam Ronson was better looking...
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AC Cream Wannabe
Registered: 06/14/03
Posts: 449
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who was this broad, again? Think I missed her porn presence
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#497405 - 09/06/10 08:55 PM
Re: I even heard that Sam Ronson was better lookin
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Porn Jesus
Registered: 09/07/05
Posts: 14160
Loc: NYC
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I hope she's ok and fuck anyone, fuck all of you who think her journal entry is something for you to laugh at.
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#497406 - 09/06/10 09:23 PM
Re: I even heard that Sam Ronson was better lookin
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Human Garbage
Registered: 03/14/08
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Loc: Liqour Hole, Kentucky
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It is sad that someone can be driven that close to death by some uncaring asshole.
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#497407 - 09/06/10 09:37 PM
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Porn Jesus
Registered: 09/07/05
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People are only the trigger when you've been dealing with an e.d. your entire life. But yeah, he's an asshole.
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#497408 - 09/06/10 09:47 PM
Re: I even heard that Sam Ronson was better lookin
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Registered: 11/04/05
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Just make her smoke weed at least 3 times a day and give her some gift cards for dominoes and the closest convenience store. She'll be chubby for real in no time.
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#497409 - 09/06/10 10:50 PM
Re: I even heard that Sam Ronson was better lookin
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Registered: 06/22/07
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The 80 lb weight is mitigated by the fact that Heather is a Jew. They tend to be small people. It would be a lot more serious if she was white.
Gia, you seem pretty handy with those terms. "e.d." "trigger" etc. Have you been getting help for your non-eating issues? Who's this asshole that damaged your self worth within the past year? Details are long overdue.
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#497410 - 09/06/10 10:53 PM
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Porn Jesus
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heather just needs 10 yellow basket bacon cheeseburgers and shell be good.
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#497414 - 09/07/10 12:21 AM
Re: I even heard that Sam Ronson was better lookin
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Registered: 06/22/07
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Loc: Polekatz, Rte 43
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Gia just PMed me. She thinks you're a joke. We shared a laugh.
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#497415 - 09/07/10 01:14 AM
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Registered: 01/13/07
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Quote:
People are only the trigger when you've been dealing with an e.d. your entire life. But yeah, he's an asshole.
What is an "e.d."?
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#497417 - 10/16/10 05:47 PM
Re: I even heard that Sam Ronson was better lookin
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#497419 - 10/16/10 11:51 PM
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Porn Jesus
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she looks really cute and nerdy in that pyjama pic. when was it?
Edited by tattypatty (10/16/10 11:57 PM)
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#497420 - 10/17/10 05:50 AM
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Registered: 12/28/07
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She looks horrible, in my opinion. Regardless of her weight, her face is totally unattractive.
In all honesty, the world could very well be a better place, without this woman spewing her bullshit on the internet.
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