I wouldn't make any excuses for my posts, good, bad, or indifferent. Let folks think of them what they will. Last summer when I was padding my post count I cheerfully admitted as such, didn't see any great harm in it, someone with power saw it differently, so be it, I got over it, someday you might, too. Since you have seen fit to advise me, I will advise you of something, you ought to quit using your disability as a crutch and an excuse. Millions of people have the same disability. I have noticed that the CMIs who are stuck in the days programs and stuck on the short bus can't stop talking about their psychological disabilities. Others get on with life and get out of the psych rehab programs, and they are the ones who don't make excuses. Didn't Goethe once say, hammer or the anvil be? Think about it?