Exactly JRV... when it comes to alcohol or drugs just to get by through work, its not healthy. That's what I meant. Porn of course but any job really. It's just as wrong to be a, hmmm... financial consultant if you hate your job so much that it's bringing you down. I don't agree with people having to deliberately put themselves through hell to make money. I'm sure there is something out ther a person can do to make money and enjoy.

That is one promise I've made for myself is to always enjoy my job. Although I've managed to learn from a lot of other peoples mistakes such as family and friends who surrounded me growing up.

Speaking of peach chardonnay and merlot, I do drink that from time to time, in the privacy of my own home. The taste is like sucking on candy it rocks but aside from the amazing taste, it relaxes me, I sleep like a baby too. I'm an extreme light weight so even just a glass of it makes my body numb but then again I'm not forcing myself to stick a big black cock in my cunt for 800 dollars just to get by.

Call me crazy.