and now I have to lay in it. I don't expect any of you guys to believe what im posting now, nor do I blame you. I found out a month ago that I am terminally sick, it has been a difficult time for my family, friends and myself. Realistically I have another 2-3 good months before doing the things most of us take for granted will be too difficult, so I plan to travel and experience as much as I can during that time, which means I won't be online much, so i wanted to at least make a post here so I don't disappear without explaination. I'd like to thank jeff and tony for giving me an opportunity to have the cage and fling shit and tweek the nipples of various people in the industry and on this board as best I could and without the censorship of the other industry boards, there are too many posters whose contributions to the board ive have appreciated over my time here but im sure you people know who you are, on the flip side i have equally appreciate those ive bumped heads with and or generally disliked, you kept the fire burning. Thats about it, i'll keep it short and sweet, monks.