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Burg I don't think you've watched many of my scenes at all, but there are some that have the cum-gobbling end that you speak of. It just depends on the girl... Nikki and Puma did a good one with Tommy Gunn a couple of months back!

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No, I really have not Holly, you are correct. Since January 2007 (using that date merely as a point of reference since that was around the time you and I became real friends and not just XPT comrades), I have viewed 7 or 8, perhaps as many as 10 scenes, directed by Holly and her Mum (this does NOT count or include any SUZE Randall movies or Photo sets I saw during my Formative years in the 1980s when Suze was THE best Erotic Photographer, and one of the best film directors out there! It is NOT simply a matter of Holly and Suze's type and style of porn being too artsy or tame or whatever to suit Burg's appetite....beautiful chicks fucking will always carry a certain BASE, minimum level of eroticism to get boners flagging in the wind. Holly's porn, what I have viewed, definitely has some stroke value even for a jaded perv like myself.

I think that, when it came to viewing Holly's porn, I always shied away because of how much I liked Holly and how much I wanted to be well thought of by her; I felt that by looking at her porn (and in turn discussing it with her when we discussed her Industry in general and where it was headed), it was like I was doing something improper and disrespectful like looking down her blouse when she was bedning over to help me unfold my wheelchair, or going through her underwear drawer when she left me alone in her house for a minute while she ran outside...It is just very difficult to explain.

But I often felt the same way when It came to having porn chicks as friends and the viewing of their scenes (the handful of porn chicks I was more than casual friends, with whom I was GOOD friends.) While I was hanging out with them, I NEVER discussed a porn chick's actual porn scenes (unless she broached the subject herself) or even PORN in General. Christie Lee, Jenna Presley, ISabel Ice, Moxxie, etc (even Hailey Young lol), we never openly discussed their porn .... one minor exception was baby G herself, in Gia's case because she was an exception to the typical porn chick model: older and more mature, very smart, not addicted to anything (except perhaps, according to her, sex and / or cum lol)...and as such, Gia was comfortable discussing her own Sex and performance, especially her great scenes.

I am sure many of you reading this thread know what I am talking about (you too Holly): Right up until Holly married and thereby took herself out of circulation, there was a little spark in the back on my own, as well as countless other guys' brains that held out the possibility that, as long as Holly was "unattached", there was always a glimmer of hope for each one of us to eventually become Mr. Holly Randall As for myself, I didnt want to squash the miniscule chance I may have had of one day winning Holly's heart by creeping her the fuck out by talking in depth and detail about the specifics of porn scenes she had directed (plus, holly was, is and always will a good friend!)

Holly, please tell me you get the finer, subtle point(s) I am talking about here? When you and your current husband first met and started "courtship" werent you walking a tightrope within your brain regarding what and how to present to him regarding your life and what you do??

Well, when it comes to Porn and Burg's predilection for enthusiastic cum gobblers (like Gia and Dana Dearmond) and the place within a Whore's "IT" standing that her cum gobbling elevates her in my mind, I am going to be very circumspect in describing it to, and discussing it with Holly, lest she think that a man like me who finds attractive women who enjoy cum-gobbling to be the most erotic thing in the world to be in itself creepy and weird.