Chuck... that was a decent piece of here and now. You're like Morley Safer right about now. You should do a "where are they now" about the kid in my Av. I know you know about finding yourself, maybe try and find someone else. That might be fun and it could also keep you from posting here for the next few months. Not to mention how much of a stud you would be around the "i was weak" circle. Yes?.