i will accept my share of the blame, if people feel the need to blame...at some point, namely March 2006, I ceased being funny and introspective and gave in to weakness; I started cyberfucking around with porn whores in between actually hanging with them in real life (or them hanging with me), and insisted on sharing my own life's debauched details in an obnoxiously arrogant, superior, narcissitic manner. Some people liked that, more did not...but I didnt give a fuck. The way I saw it, this place stopped being worthy of my best efforts and writing, especially when people bitched I was talking over their heads or talking too much.

So now I just offer crap about jerking off into hott chicks' mouths in the most economically creative manner...

I spent too much time trying to favorably impress certain porn whores, mainly because during that period (2005-2006) I was in transition, relocating, re-relocating, buying, selling and traveling from California-to-New england-back to California-and many parts in between; this became hectic and chaotic from a sexual standpoint and because I was never in one place for very long I didnt have a nice coven of dependable escorts I could just call and in 60 minutes be ejaculating onto their tonsils...high class working girls want a man who is around and available and not calling at weird inconsistent intervals.

SEE! I am doing it now...it is narcissitic of me to think I caused XPT to tank and stank ....