She's an idiot. She left after getting a spot on the VH1 reality show and now she thinks she's gone "mainstream". She'll be back in two years or less. She's a major alcoholic too. She lied and announced she retired but changed her tune a week later saying oh no, I never said I retired from the industry. Just performing. She said a week later she would still be directing for Vivid. She's still also going to conventions. So how retired can she be? She wanted sympathy and got it after writing this heart felt blog and people were so happy for her that she was taking responsibility and not blaming someone else. She then turned off her comments on her blog after it came out she fucking lied. She wanted more attention than Kendra Jade is why I think she lied and did this whole pr stunt. Though Kendra has been retired for years, she's still more well known than Penny will ever be.