i suppose i should say this again,
i was not whining about the max hardcore thing, i just wanted to not have to keep telling the story every time some one asked, i did not expect this much attention NOR did i want it.
and now i find myself having to go over this fact (with you) more then once,
im sure your just trying to be funny and poke fun at me, (seeing as how you sent me a private message to draw my attention to your post) but at least do it about some thing that i really did ..... i hardly call posting one fucking post (in which i really didn't even put much of my personal opinion, nor did i have a whinny tone)whining .....
besides that iv only been in porn for 2 mo. one can only whine so much in two mo. time is on my side.

and the only reason i pay you any mind and get all uppity about this is that .... its not in my personality to whine, for the most part easy going, understanding person, and if some thing happens that i could fine whine worthy i usually let it go,
but in this case your attacking a quality of mine that i hold in high regard, publicly (joking or no) and i feel it nessesary to defend myself against your accusation. (but im sure you'll interpret it as whining ... so i guess i can't win)
what ever ....