I know I've had my opinions and differences with Kahn Tusion without ever meeting him. As most of my opinions were based on the experiences of very few who are close to me in this industry. Perhaps no one should take him so seriously is what I've learned.

Aside from not taking him so seriously, to not let words get to you so easily. There's a reason why certain words get to people so easily and therefore these girls automatically feel guilty for what their doing because whole heartedly they're not happy or just unsure if they're secure witht he stuff they do on film. That's their problem.

Since bottom line the purpose of his concept is to capture true reality that not very many people see. Staged reality isn't reality. And you know what? Reality isn't always a beautiful thing!

As Kahn said I do not have shame, he's a true man of intelligence and charisma as he admits. The quality of charismatic people is very powerful and he has just that. Only vulnerable beings fall for it. Which only shows how many of them are out there.

From my experience of talking to Kahn prior to my shooting of pissmops.com I gathered many similarities between the two of us in character and likings. Admittingly so, we're demented to say the least.

On my behalf I did apologize to him on the slightest for my jumping the gun of my assumptions of what he truly is by those experiences close to me. But I've realized each person is different and as I've noted through out my time spent at the studio, Kahn had his ways of trying to get to me but did not budge. It only turned into a horny fest of life.

Call me sick if you will. But I have a feeling we'll be seeing Gen at Meatholes. I've yet again realized my unnecessary hesitance (which is only natural) just like I did with my first anal experience for JM Productions. But I pulled through better than I ever thought I'd do. Now if only my IBS complications, etc get in shape I can return to working my way as another anal whore.

*happy sigh*