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Ever gotten so bored of porn that you just used your imagination one day and it was fucking amazing?

It only lasts that one day out of the 365 but its fucking great.

As you were...

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No, not bored. But I had a horrible experience yesterday.

I don't think I have ever been on XPT when I haven't been doing something else. I usually have about 20 or so web pages open on both my desktop computer and laptop. XPT is there with the NFL page, the weather, MSN homepage, CNN, google, etc., etc., etc. It is meant to be one of many distractions to go to while I am working in the office or watching TV.

Anyway, yesterday I was looking for a particular photo I wanted to upload here and while searching for it I stumbled across a news story about the carjacking, abduction, rape and murder of a young college couple by a group of thugs not far from where I live. After several various google searches I had read all of the disgusting details, the testimony, the coroner's report, etc., etc. Both the man and the woman were brutally raped and murdered. The girl was restrained and raped repeatedly for somewhere between 12 hours and 24 hours before dying.

I think it will be a long time before I want to watch any porn. I think it will be even longer before I can watch any "rough sex" porn. I know it isn't rational, but I am pretty grossed out by porn right now. Weird.

I want to watch some Clint Eastwood movies where the bad guys are killed for about a week or two. I want to get in my pickup and drive to California to punch Stephan Kotch in the face. I am in a pretty weird place.