I hope you're not dragging me into those assumptions because I think you miss my point if you are.

It is a real, true fascination I have for guys who can do chicks like her, NOT SARCASM.

Yeah, I find her hideous. No, I could never, ever have sex with her. However, it is true that I am not proud of that, and honestly wish I wasn't that way. I don't think I'm better than her, but just wanting to be attracted to a chick isn't enough. Because of that, I'm fascinated by guys who can fuck ugly chicks. It just boggles my mind and I am a bit jealous.
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