I think we should keep this topic open. WE can have one depressing, sarcastic, caustic, mean, awful, dark, thread on here! ( oh wait, we have those all over this place) Monkey, being a reporter, I am nosey and I want to know what you have, how bad, what your treatment plan is, and what your prognosis is. ANd of course I wish you a speedy recovery.
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Good people will do good things. Bad people will do bad things. But for good people to do bad things you must add religion. Steven weinberg Nobel prize winner in physics