oh my god if I had the balls I'd totally say those words but I think the whole industry wouldn't get it and just hate me, better yet just take the damn award out of my hand. LMAO Geez... what a world!

But you did enlighten me... it would be the best gift to the adult industry if I prepared myself completely drunk for the awards ceremony so that if I do get lucky, everyone can get a taste of what's rare... a drunk gen... and a very ahppy one.

I'll try to work on that plan!!! Oh boy, I can't wait to tell Bianca tomorrow about my plan. haha