To indulge you, "she's" not my type...let alone my species. Points for effort & all.

Truth be told, the only thing I've learned in the past year is to be weary of who I trust or invest my time in. When you invest time & emotion in something that you care about - be it a porn whore or not; or even a hobby - not everyone feels like just dusting off & starting over. I'd rather be alone than risk disappointment...again. Just not worth the hassle.