Thank you Tritone for the translation

It has nothing to do with stormfront or niggermania(I don't visit such sites anyway). It's pretty much part of the internet slang...

That being said, if I wasn't married and knew her of course I would do anything to get into her pants. She's beautiful and if you're reading the signs correctly(you probably are) you're indeed a lucky man.

But there's no need to boast about it on the porn forum. Don't ever lie, you're not asking for any real advice in this thread. You're simply showing off your newest trophy. And what on earth were you thinking when you posted her pic here without at least asking her for permission first? This place is frequently visited by AC Cream, Swami and their kind. Also, everything posted on the Internet is pretty much forever...are you sure she'll want her family/future boyfriends to know about her fling with a former stunt cock 20 years her senior?

To answer your question: Yeah, you have every reason to feel like a piece of shit that you are.