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I remember when I first really figured out that I was a whore. I remember I was in highschool and I was doing a lot of coke. The money was catching up with me and my parents were getting suspicious why I needed money all the time. One of my guy friends mentioned a dealer friend of his who traded blowjobs for 8balls. I knew I must have been different from my other girlfriends when I jumped at the chance, and my other friends didn't want to do it. I had just started driving, I remember driving my jeep to his house, he put out some lines and pulled out his dick. It was chode-like. Gross. One of my fastest bjs ever though. Just something that was so urgent at the time. I really wanted some yola.

I've never heard it described that way monks, but there is definitely a voice inside just hoping he will cum soon. Every sigh he breathes makes you think he is about to pop, but ends up to be a major let down when your mouth doesn't start to fill with cum... It happens "IRL" too in relationships when you're just not in the mood, but he is. There have been times where I realize I'm not breathing because I'm too busy worrying about when this fucker's going to cum. For the most part I love sucking and fucking, but even I'll admit there are times where you just gotta get through it. Time seems to pass sooooo slowly. No sense in clock-watching. Idk how the whores do it.




1. Do you think that you really did it for the coke, or the coke was a nice excuse to be a whore? I mean, i tend to believe that the idea of using your body to get something comes later in life after one has been promiscuous for a while. You don't think in the infancy of your whoring, it was more of a this makes me feel sexy and wanted thing rather than a tool to use to get what you want? I ask this because im actually curious, the whole thing is fascinating

2. You do time watching in relationships? You don't say no when you aren't feeling it? Thats interesting, this done out of fear that he might not like you as much if you don't, or leave, or start a fight or a combo of those things?


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I have more stories about just being a whore in general, not always in exchange for things..




Please feel free to share, any that you regret?


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read what monkey said, read what marley said, boring, boring, skip, skip, skip



Agreed, amazing how many missed the point.
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