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Rum can make some people upchuck.


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"That was some great crystal off that hooker's ass". "Word". "Fuckin' a".


Have me met? I am not a hooker, for the record, just heard that before coming out of...

Oh hey you take meds? I layed mine off, sick of it. I took them for 2 weeks straight. Wont be doing that again. I want to cry. Every night I would laugh my self to sleep. I layed there laughing till I passed out. My BF was so irritated.



Like I said, I swipe lots of my material. I can't remember where I got "snorting (insert illegal powder here) off a hookers ass". For some reason, I think it was Wedding Singer, or some other wedding reception drunken toast scene in a movie.

I've done the meds thing. I'm currently doing Amitryptyline (spelling might be wrong) and Lorazipam (that looks spelled wrong too) and a generic beta blocker. Mostly to keep me from panic attacks. I can handle the depression fairly well. It doesn't make me think I'm dying.

I totally understand freaking out on meds after about 2 weeks. It's usually about a week for me. I was last on Welbutrin, and after a week, for maybe 2 days, it jacked my blood pressure and I was in just these wild rages. They never warn you about when it starts to kick in, but I understand it's pretty common. It's just hard to ride out those few days. Taking yourself off cold turkey is really hard too. The shakes and cold sweats after about 3 days are really rough.

It's easy to get sick of meds, especially when first starting. If you've got a good doctor, they can help you get the right drug and the right dosage dialed in. Talk therapy helps tons too.

Just my 2 cents,
Barry
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